Sep 18, 2004 00:03
Well..it's midnight..i guess it's official..im leaving for college today. Never thought the day would come where I would actually leave my house and LIVE somewhere else. Today was pretty rough I gotta say. I truly didnt think it would be so hard. I thought I would be more than ecstatic to leave this house, this town..the only place i've ever lived and start the next chapter of my life. B-town gets pretty old after awhile ya know. But I keep finding myself looking around my house and being really sad that im never really gonna live here anymore..Yeah i'll be home for breaks and summer..but it most definitely will not be the same. My childhood is basically over. College is a time when you can still kinda hold on to being a kid..school, homework, parties..but the bulk of it is done.
My attitude about change varies from time to time. Sometimes i desperately need it while other times I want nothing more than to stay where im at. And this is one of those moments....I want to leave but I dont. Plus packing's a bitch ;-)
So now i've gotta wake up early, spend all day doing grunt work, and listen to my mom nit pick about everything im doing and giving her every opinion as to how I SHOULD be doing something..but ya know what..i'll probably end up missing it...and oh lord will that be a sad day lol
So I just wanna say see ya later to everyone I love who I wont get to see on a day to day basis. Im not gonna say goodbye because I know I will see you again..ALOT hopefully lol.
Well..I guess thats about it..I just wanted to put a little something before I left. And now im gonna sleep in my big room and comfy bed for the last time..and im gonna enjoy it!
PEACE!
P.S: Rach I love you and we'll see each other ALL THE TIME!! Omega will most definitely be the FIRST place you stop! lol..and dont worry...we wont replace you with a Raquel!