May 14, 2004 19:45
I'm bored. Everything that lives in this apartment is sleeping. Seriously. The cats, the snake, the Destiny.
So boredom leads to me thinking, which always leads to bad things, because I'm 16. I feel like a bad potential. I ran away from my watcher and I don't kill.
Dude, I'd make a terrible slayer.
So to allieviate my guilt, I've been trying to think of other things (hey, I never said it was a good way to do it). I'm evil. I slide a note under Gabe's door telling him to get off cloud stare-at-Des because it's starting to creep me out. But politely! I don't think he'll do anything because he's a guy.
I've been thinking, too, about Sahjahn. I guess they need a gem to make him solid or something, but they can't find the gem. Which made me think about all that magic stuff. People are always trying to find items to use, but I thought Hockins told me once that a lot of junk used in magic is symbolism. Wands and stuff. Why can't they just use a replacement or magically create a double? I dunno, it may be stupid, but I called Dylan anyway. He wasn't home, I guess, so I left a message (with some Christina Aguilera, but that's good music).
I never do anything to help. It may be a stupid idea, but oh well. I have now contributed. Go me.