Mar 06, 2007 15:28
serene. confused. seasonally depressed. dreaming. wishing. thinking. hating, loving. happy. worried. wondering. is it all meant for me? am i just crazy? the line between right and wrong has never been as blurred as it is right now. never thought i wouldnt want it to go away. never thought id reach this point. feeling strapped down. unable to move. but somehow, doing it anyway. i dont feel ashamed? maybe i wouldnt, perhaps i would. i need to breathe.
the number if times i notice im wishing youd walk around the corner...
maybe its just been too long.
i wish someone could help. i wish these dreams could escape the insides of my eyelids...
this is so typically me