I've been extremely busy lately and doing a lot of fun things...on a heavier note
Ok so I can't sleep, I am definatly an insomniac. I think I'm just going to stay awake and skip tonight's sleep... Well here I am...I've been denying the fact that I was actually going to leave the only place I've ever considered home and now I'm on the verge of EMOTIONAL COLLAPSE haha. I can't stop thinking of all the memories I won't get to make with you because I'm leaving. I don't know what else to do. I feel like my entire life is about to spiral out of control, and that I'm going to say goodbye to all the people I love. I'm not just moving. I'm moving AGAIN and this time it's away from true, deep friendships that don't just happen anywhere. These past years have been wonderful with all of you and I have had the time of my life...I know I probably sound like a complete idiot, people move all the time, but I don't feel like I have the energy to start all over again...and I know for a fact I won't meet people like you all anywhere else because you each are one of a kind. There are so many things I want to say to all of you individually but I fear it will take forever. I've grown up so much and learned from my mistakes here and I will never forget any of you. Please don't forget me either because you are all a very important part of my life. I'm going to go ahead and say goodbye to you all in case I don't see you over the next few days. You guys mean the world to me, love you all. Peace out. Kelsey Fucking Wishik