bitter sweet worries
I've been having worries lately. About if Eric is the right guy for me, about possibly breaking his heart. Are they worries because I am about to embark on a job where I will hardly see him, or because we're thinking about taking the next step and moving in with one another next fall, or because I'm simply doubting the relationship?
I know what I want to do with my life. I am working towards it. I don't really feel like he is, and I hate discussing it with him because I end up a mom.
I know I still have lots of growing to do, and he especially does, but I feel like at least I'm on that path, and that he may hold me back eventually.
I once thought into the future about us, but now I can't seem to see past the next month.
I don't want to break his heart, because I do love him.
Fucking adulthood and love lives.
I would like to try being single for a while.
I know what I want to do with my life. I am working towards it. I don't really feel like he is, and I hate discussing it with him because I end up a mom.
I know I still have lots of growing to do, and he especially does, but I feel like at least I'm on that path, and that he may hold me back eventually.
I once thought into the future about us, but now I can't seem to see past the next month.
I don't want to break his heart, because I do love him.
Fucking adulthood and love lives.
I would like to try being single for a while.