this one's for my "dad"
Yeah I'm not doing this to get sympathy AT ALL I just need to vent to SOMETHING and I haven't made that private journal yet. Sooo here goes.
I hate talking about this. but I feel like I have to.
I had a pretty good talk with Caitlin and Kristina and when I was talking about my dad I felt like bursting into tears when I didn't even know it bothered me. It's not even the fact that he basically said fuck you to me and my sister and that was it. I just don't understand how he can do the things he does and not give a shit. Like today, my dad owes my mom about $3000 in child support. So for like the 3487296874 my mom went to the bar where he practically LIVES to get some of the money from him. She wasn't even asking for all of it by any means, just enough to make things not so tight. My mom works two fucking jobs to give me and my sister what we need with absolutely no help from my dad. As usual, he wouldn't give her ANYTHING. When my mom came back and I asked her if he gave any money and she said no, and that she sat the and cried right in front of him for about half an hour and he had nothing but shitty comments for her. He told her he didn't have any money and that he didn't work much lsat week. Hm, hey dad where'd the money come from for the fucking red sox ticket you bought?
I hate talking about this. but I feel like I have to.
I had a pretty good talk with Caitlin and Kristina and when I was talking about my dad I felt like bursting into tears when I didn't even know it bothered me. It's not even the fact that he basically said fuck you to me and my sister and that was it. I just don't understand how he can do the things he does and not give a shit. Like today, my dad owes my mom about $3000 in child support. So for like the 3487296874 my mom went to the bar where he practically LIVES to get some of the money from him. She wasn't even asking for all of it by any means, just enough to make things not so tight. My mom works two fucking jobs to give me and my sister what we need with absolutely no help from my dad. As usual, he wouldn't give her ANYTHING. When my mom came back and I asked her if he gave any money and she said no, and that she sat the and cried right in front of him for about half an hour and he had nothing but shitty comments for her. He told her he didn't have any money and that he didn't work much lsat week. Hm, hey dad where'd the money come from for the fucking red sox ticket you bought?