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Yesterday was my first day at the kids club summer camp. I was about to kill the lil sons a bitches! they keep testing me to see what they could and couldnt get away with and me being the bad ass i am quickly put them in their place. i got to hand it to them some of them have a lot of ballz...one kid slapped me and the other kicked me and punched me in the stomach. i wanted to pick them up and throw them against the wall like hulk did. wouldnt that be sweet lol
I cant believe its summer already...wow thats all i can say is wow. this past school year has been pretty good actually. not too much drama which is always a nice thing. i am one step closer to finding myself and figuring out my morals. key word: one step, i have alot more to go before i truely know who i am and what i want to make of myself. when im old and wrinkly on my death bed i still prolly wont know exactly. but that is souly what life is about if you really think about it. life would be beyond boring if everyone knew who they were and what they wanted B-O-R-I-N-G.haha
No new boyz but hey im okay with that..ive been to a couple of parties lately and its gross to see how many gurls dont give a shit about themselves and they almost flaunt that their hoes..come on people. is that really necessary!?! i know for a fact i will never be one of those gurls. i have way too much respect for myself. i admit i have done some stupid stuff when im drunk but the difference between me and them is i actually learned from my mistakes. Hmm go figure lol. now when im at a party i just kick it outside with my 12 pack and my royals and watch everyone act like dumbass' its fun you should try it sometime. im no longer the one that is screaming and going crazy. im chill and its better that way because on monday i still have my dignity and no one had taken it from me the weekend before. you have no idea what warmth that brings to my heart..its out of this world.
So i had to put my dog to sleep (Yoda) a couple of weeks ago. it broke my heart. i couldnt even cry it hurt so bad. but now i have a new addition to my family Spencer and Casey. Casey is mine and Spencer is my sisters. i dont know why she named him spencer but whatev it works. i love them to death even when they are teething on my shoes and ripping up my work papers and peeing on my bed and pooping on my floor. lil shits lol. ill post some pics in alil bit. its funny...as much as becky hates dogs she liked Yoda and she likes the pups for right now because she says when they get bigger they'll be too big and a pain in her ass.
Well i must go now. Im going to go workout then go to Seattle, get a coffee and smoke a fag(cig) or two! sry all those years in england really gets to you sometimes lol
Much Love Ay!
Cookie
I cant believe its summer already...wow thats all i can say is wow. this past school year has been pretty good actually. not too much drama which is always a nice thing. i am one step closer to finding myself and figuring out my morals. key word: one step, i have alot more to go before i truely know who i am and what i want to make of myself. when im old and wrinkly on my death bed i still prolly wont know exactly. but that is souly what life is about if you really think about it. life would be beyond boring if everyone knew who they were and what they wanted B-O-R-I-N-G.haha
No new boyz but hey im okay with that..ive been to a couple of parties lately and its gross to see how many gurls dont give a shit about themselves and they almost flaunt that their hoes..come on people. is that really necessary!?! i know for a fact i will never be one of those gurls. i have way too much respect for myself. i admit i have done some stupid stuff when im drunk but the difference between me and them is i actually learned from my mistakes. Hmm go figure lol. now when im at a party i just kick it outside with my 12 pack and my royals and watch everyone act like dumbass' its fun you should try it sometime. im no longer the one that is screaming and going crazy. im chill and its better that way because on monday i still have my dignity and no one had taken it from me the weekend before. you have no idea what warmth that brings to my heart..its out of this world.
So i had to put my dog to sleep (Yoda) a couple of weeks ago. it broke my heart. i couldnt even cry it hurt so bad. but now i have a new addition to my family Spencer and Casey. Casey is mine and Spencer is my sisters. i dont know why she named him spencer but whatev it works. i love them to death even when they are teething on my shoes and ripping up my work papers and peeing on my bed and pooping on my floor. lil shits lol. ill post some pics in alil bit. its funny...as much as becky hates dogs she liked Yoda and she likes the pups for right now because she says when they get bigger they'll be too big and a pain in her ass.
Well i must go now. Im going to go workout then go to Seattle, get a coffee and smoke a fag(cig) or two! sry all those years in england really gets to you sometimes lol
Much Love Ay!
Cookie