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To whomever loves me,
Wow i truely found out who is really looking out for me this weekend...there are so many people out there that believe in me and i havent even took a step back for a minute to thank them. So here is my big thank you to everyone who has made me smile through all the bad decisions and only told me it will get better from here on out. i was so focused on my bubble before that i really didnt get a chance to look around. i know there are alot of people who i have let down and i just want to say im really sorry and for those of you who are still here thanks for standing by my side. I know no one is perfect but i also know you dont need materialistic things to make you feel better about yourself.
I really dont know what triggered for me to want to change. I think it was seeing all of my friends exceed in life and not being able to see myself at the same level. I used to think i was a hard ass and i wouldnt take shit from nobody but really that only made me look dumb. Theres some crazy people out there and to think i was one of them is even crazier hehe. I remember me and becca going through a punk stage that was kind of interesting. i think that is where i got my hard ass from gezzz thx becky lol jk. it took me a long time to be able to wake up and look in the mirror and smile instead of cry but its possible now because people truely do believe in me. i was just to dumb to notice it before!
PERSONAL THANKS!
BECKY~ your my shining star and i love you
AMBER~ your such a beautiful girl and i love hanging out with you. No one can forget your cute lil giggle
DOUGGIE~ your da shit what can i say buddy! no matter what you may be going through you still have the funniest personality out of everyone i know silly!
RABEKAH~ your a great pool buddy but what your the best at is being my puzzle buddy hehe even if shits flying through the air ((ducks down))
GEOFF~ i know i havent gotten to know you and actually know for very long but i am really thankful for you and even though i have bad habits you still love me the same! but i agree with becky your still lil
YOSH~ you crazy crazy guy! even though i got introuble i would still go back to your kick ass costume party playa it was krazy! i smell coffee coming up real soon!
well i must be going!
much love~ay,
Cookie
Wow i truely found out who is really looking out for me this weekend...there are so many people out there that believe in me and i havent even took a step back for a minute to thank them. So here is my big thank you to everyone who has made me smile through all the bad decisions and only told me it will get better from here on out. i was so focused on my bubble before that i really didnt get a chance to look around. i know there are alot of people who i have let down and i just want to say im really sorry and for those of you who are still here thanks for standing by my side. I know no one is perfect but i also know you dont need materialistic things to make you feel better about yourself.
I really dont know what triggered for me to want to change. I think it was seeing all of my friends exceed in life and not being able to see myself at the same level. I used to think i was a hard ass and i wouldnt take shit from nobody but really that only made me look dumb. Theres some crazy people out there and to think i was one of them is even crazier hehe. I remember me and becca going through a punk stage that was kind of interesting. i think that is where i got my hard ass from gezzz thx becky lol jk. it took me a long time to be able to wake up and look in the mirror and smile instead of cry but its possible now because people truely do believe in me. i was just to dumb to notice it before!
PERSONAL THANKS!
BECKY~ your my shining star and i love you
AMBER~ your such a beautiful girl and i love hanging out with you. No one can forget your cute lil giggle
DOUGGIE~ your da shit what can i say buddy! no matter what you may be going through you still have the funniest personality out of everyone i know silly!
RABEKAH~ your a great pool buddy but what your the best at is being my puzzle buddy hehe even if shits flying through the air ((ducks down))
GEOFF~ i know i havent gotten to know you and actually know for very long but i am really thankful for you and even though i have bad habits you still love me the same! but i agree with becky your still lil
YOSH~ you crazy crazy guy! even though i got introuble i would still go back to your kick ass costume party playa it was krazy! i smell coffee coming up real soon!
well i must be going!
much love~ay,
Cookie