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I'm proud of myself.
For the theatre situation.
And I know that the scene could be so much funnier, but we did what we could. And HELL, I worked my ass off.
Mitchell finally realized that what I'm doing is challenging and he pulled me aside and thanked me for doing it and then told me I'd be "rewarded" what ever that means.
The only thing I'm upset about is that we won't be chosen to be watched by the Theatre Charlotte guy.
I always get stuck in that type of situation.
I'm too nice.
He's gotten his lines, for the most part, memorized but he never.. acts.
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I feel bad for him though, he tries. Because he tells me what he WANTS to do in the scene, but he just can't do it.
I don't know..
Just watching Victoria and Alex's scene and seeing how funny and awesome our scene could've been.. it was depressing.
And just because I don't make a big deal about it and cry all the fucking time when I don't get my way I'm stuck being the nice girl.
I guess I'm learning a lot more than I think I am. But, what's the point??
I'm sick of theatre.
I'm sick of chorus.
I'm sick of sculpture.
Why do I go to an arts school if I hate all my arts classes?!?
Really!
For the theatre situation.
And I know that the scene could be so much funnier, but we did what we could. And HELL, I worked my ass off.
Mitchell finally realized that what I'm doing is challenging and he pulled me aside and thanked me for doing it and then told me I'd be "rewarded" what ever that means.
The only thing I'm upset about is that we won't be chosen to be watched by the Theatre Charlotte guy.
I always get stuck in that type of situation.
I'm too nice.
He's gotten his lines, for the most part, memorized but he never.. acts.
:\
I feel bad for him though, he tries. Because he tells me what he WANTS to do in the scene, but he just can't do it.
I don't know..
Just watching Victoria and Alex's scene and seeing how funny and awesome our scene could've been.. it was depressing.
And just because I don't make a big deal about it and cry all the fucking time when I don't get my way I'm stuck being the nice girl.
I guess I'm learning a lot more than I think I am. But, what's the point??
I'm sick of theatre.
I'm sick of chorus.
I'm sick of sculpture.
Why do I go to an arts school if I hate all my arts classes?!?
Really!