Sep 27, 2006 21:40
My friends all hate me.
And for some reason, I'm ok with it.
The filtering process has gone through a tooooon
and I'm happy.
I like people I never thought I'd really know, and wish I was closer with a certain few people.
But.. I probably never will be, just because we're not exactly in the same 'group of friends' but fuck it man, I don't have a group of friends anymore.
I want to get to know all those people that I've thought were so cool and never really got to know. That's my goal. Seriously. I'm pathetic because I make that type of goal but those people that I never really talked to last year, THOSE are the people I want to spend all my time with.
I still hate girls a bunch.
But I hate guys almost equally as much right now.
I don't know, maybe I'm anti-human and should go hang out with like, pandas or something, but I feel fine.
I'm rockin' at tennis too. I smashed this kid today who thought he was all big shot. It made me feel so good about myself.
I don't want my play to start up, I don't like theatre anymore.
I'm not complaining because I'm the happiest I have been in forever.
Eh, maybe I'm just crazy.