Bleh....
Times are confusing for me....that's all I know....there's like, too much going on in my brain for me to be able to sort it all out....life is a bitch....love is a bitch....ana can be a big time bitch....sleeping at night is a bitch....work is a bitch....dealing with my dad is typically a bitch....my loud ass neighbors are just plain bitchES....the socal dmv is an evil tainted bitch....that one girl on ftj can be a nasty little bitch....cailin's computer is just insisting on being a complete and total hellatious bitch....my car is trying to turn into a bitch....but most of all....above everything else....being so alone is the biggest bitch of all....and what makes it that much worse is when you're all alone, you don't even have anyone to bitch to about how bitchy being alone can be, so you find yourself stll awake at 2:19am yet again eventhough you have to wake up in a few hours and goto work on your 3rd day back, writing in a journal that not many people really take interest in to try and vent out some of the frustrations that come with not having anyone to listen to you bitch, much less listen to anything else from you cause you never hear from people anymore except for the people that supposedly don't really care but actually bother from time to time or whatever, not that anyone is perfect or anything I guess cause in our own wonderful ways, we are all eventually bitches but it's ok I guess cause life is a bitch and then you die....so yeah....welcome to my world....you have just taken a one second glimpse into a thimble size amount of stuff that buzzes through my head all at the same time all throughout the day, everyday, all the time, never slowing down unless I've been hit on te head by a 2x4 or something, which in case I may just not remember if my mind kept racing at the speed of light or not, but who knows....it's neither here nor there I guess....and with rereading this, apparently, neither is my mind....but lets all be honest for a change and just admitt that we all already knew that I am more than a little off, I'm so far out in right field I can't even see 1st base with a pair of binoculars....if I had a pair of binoculars that is....oh well, I know someone I can borrow some from since they *never use them, oh no, it was the person who visited them for awhile who left them sitting out there on that table next to the big huge window that overlooks all those fun people to watch* but wait....how would I know they are fun to watch....fuck....man, I can't even vent and ramble without busting myself....damn it....lol....so I looked over to see if I could see any people a few times....trust me, I never saw anything exciting....obviously because I don't have binoculars now, and if I had seen something of interest then you better believe that I would've gotten my hands on a pair....then at least I might be able to see second base since I'll obviously never get back to it....damn, fucking everything can be just such a fucking bitch....bleh....
....so yeah....this is my journal entry....did you get all that??? hope so, there will be a quiz on it later, so you better study up on learning to speak gen....and fast ;D
ok....me....bed....now....
you....post....comments....my journal....now....stay out of lagwagon's....he gets enough comments already....share the love man....I mean, what the heck??? 100+ replies to freaking one journal entry??? lmfao
ok....for real this time....me....bed....now....2:36am....to wake up @ 4:45am....also a bitch....damn it....
....so yeah....this is my journal entry....did you get all that??? hope so, there will be a quiz on it later, so you better study up on learning to speak gen....and fast ;D
ok....me....bed....now....
you....post....comments....my journal....now....stay out of lagwagon's....he gets enough comments already....share the love man....I mean, what the heck??? 100+ replies to freaking one journal entry??? lmfao
ok....for real this time....me....bed....now....2:36am....to wake up @ 4:45am....also a bitch....damn it....