Jun 15, 2006 23:35
this whole...
"im staying home for college"
is really starting to get to me. i met a girl today at orientation, from orlando. she was really nice & seemed so excited to go to FIU. so why am i not excited? i mean, after all, its college. its supposed to be the "time of my life".
i wish i was leaving. i wish i was one of the lucky ones. the ones that dont have to deal with parents 24/7 anymore. the ones with freedom. the ones with bigger responsibilities than they ever imagined. i have no idea why i stayed. uck. this fucking sucks.
if i leave, i would only be leaving one thing behind...YOU!
i love you <3
pray for me. thanks.