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okay so how about this.............
i cant stand the fact that i have to live up to the "pretty girl" stereotype to get noticed by a guy. okay so im not a fucking stick & i dont have big boobs or a big ass...so what? i just wish for once, just once, someone would look at me & not fucking think "ill" like wtf?! its not like yr that hott either! ahhhhhhhhhh! for example, prom. im living up to the "skinny girl is prettier" stereotype by losing weight. okay, im not a beast but i dont want to be a twig. BUT, if i want a fucking date or if i want to compare to every other girl there, i have to. so im basically starving myself by eating salad everyday of my life to be able to lose weight in time for prom to get guys to notice me to be able to have a good time so i wont complain like i did last yr because last yr i didnt go with anyone. okay so i dont have the same features as other girls. ahhh! so what?! isnt what makes a girl pretty is the fact that she is unique from every other girl and the fact that she stands out?
on that note, why do we have to take a date to prom? omg this is the subject that i fucking hate talking about. so i got rejected? why am i making such a big deal out of it? okay & why is there so much fucking pressure to take somebody? why cant you go with friends? its not like yr gunna take a friend & end up fucking that night...well, i dunno about other people lol. but anyways this crap sucks. i really dont wanna go anymore. all this pressure to look nice & take someone is really getting to me. i hate it. i wish it would go away!
who invented prom anyways? i'll go kick them in the balls.
thanks <3
i cant stand the fact that i have to live up to the "pretty girl" stereotype to get noticed by a guy. okay so im not a fucking stick & i dont have big boobs or a big ass...so what? i just wish for once, just once, someone would look at me & not fucking think "ill" like wtf?! its not like yr that hott either! ahhhhhhhhhh! for example, prom. im living up to the "skinny girl is prettier" stereotype by losing weight. okay, im not a beast but i dont want to be a twig. BUT, if i want a fucking date or if i want to compare to every other girl there, i have to. so im basically starving myself by eating salad everyday of my life to be able to lose weight in time for prom to get guys to notice me to be able to have a good time so i wont complain like i did last yr because last yr i didnt go with anyone. okay so i dont have the same features as other girls. ahhh! so what?! isnt what makes a girl pretty is the fact that she is unique from every other girl and the fact that she stands out?
on that note, why do we have to take a date to prom? omg this is the subject that i fucking hate talking about. so i got rejected? why am i making such a big deal out of it? okay & why is there so much fucking pressure to take somebody? why cant you go with friends? its not like yr gunna take a friend & end up fucking that night...well, i dunno about other people lol. but anyways this crap sucks. i really dont wanna go anymore. all this pressure to look nice & take someone is really getting to me. i hate it. i wish it would go away!
who invented prom anyways? i'll go kick them in the balls.
thanks <3