Tha Week-Nd
This weekend was kinda uneventful besides a few little tiffs with Ventura...the normal stuff. I dunno sometimes he just acts weird and I hate it...Like lets see this weekend Amya was bringin us a sac (we went halfers with her) she was taking the bus so we had to go pick her up from the bus station (thats lyke 2 mins walking away from my house) or so I thought it was "we" nope when it was time to go get her he made this big deal out of me not going, saying that I would walk too slow and he just wants to hurry and get over there and back...wtf really I can't be the only one that thinks that is complete and utter bullshit...but yeah whatever I guess I can get over it I dont even remember him doing things like that when we're getting along...sometimes I feel like I love him so much my heart hurts aha and it does, it's like this little achy pain I get when I think of him...I want it to go away. I dont want to feel sad when someone isn't around or if that person goes away, fuck that then they have all this emotional power over you and even Ventura who loves me will use that to his advantage...
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I haven't eaten anything in like 2 days...Im starting to feel it now lol, after tomorrow the pains should go away. Even though they're annoying it's kinda comforting to finally try to get my rear in gear on this bs...I dont know if Im going to straight fast either...Im thinking of like special K diet lol. 1 cup for breakfast 1 cup for lunch and then maybe some ground turkey and veggies at dinner...Ventura won't just starve with me but he'll eat healthy shit if I make it...Gods I just want to be skinny, I want lipo T___T Ventura says thats just the laziness talking...he's right Im kinda lazy thats why Im in the fatty prediciment to begin with....I dont know what happend to the motivated not lazy Chloe, she died sometime with Mikey Im sure after awhile you just kinda give up...
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I want to be a hip hop music video girl aha I would rock hard in those, they needs some hot white girl most them bitches ugly, I would blow em all outta tha water...If I were fit I would blow most people outta tha water T__T
I could make so much moolah with this face rofl...God I want to get my belly button pierced T___T I dont want to be fat anymore....
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Nicholle didnt call me all weekend...I think she's mad at me. I dont know why she would be but she called me on Sat and I kinda hinted towards me staying home this weekend and spending it with Ventura and she said she would call me back and I havent heard from her since...thats ok she's kinda wearing me out...she wants to go out every day...she likes to drag me around on her errands and it wears me out so bad omg, Im not in highschool anymore I cant just go out all day and all night and be ok...that and Ventura wants dinner when he gets home so I need time to clean and make dinner and hangin with Nicholle cuts into that time and he's getting irratated with me T_T.
That and Nicholle is still like a kid sometimes, I want some older gfs I can go out with, we can never go any where because she's only 18...so I dont know what she wants from me, just to ride around with her all the time...sorreh wase of time for me...
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I saw Fantastic 4 : Rise of the Silver Surfer...lame. It would be good if I had kids that were into the super hero stuff but just going by ourselves it was lame, I only went because Ventura wanted to go, I dont even care about comic book movies only cheesy horror movies lol. I really want to see 1408 it looks awesome <3. The only good thing about the movie was the Silver Surfer was kinda hot, he was ripped but not bulky, totally hot...mmmm
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I think I might buy some weed today...I dunno yet.
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GOD! Everyone keeps asking why I have my office light off...maybe because I dont want to turn it on...I have plenty of light from the warehouse and the computer...Im weird I like it a tad bit dark...sheesh.