Hmmm...*brushes away cobwebs*
So.
College. Erk, I must be the most boring college student in the world. There was a "Mocktail" party downstairs in the lobby last night, and you could NOT keep me down there. I was so fucking bored the whole time, but when I escaped upstairs to the room, my roommate happened to mosey on up after me and guilt-tripped me into coming back. It was only when I had been standing outside with my roommate for a full fifteen minutes, listening to them discuss music preferences (song-by-song, mind you) that I was allowed to leave. I suppose it makes me unendingly strange to be so aversed to social functions and behaviors, but I truly do not care. I like solitude, and quiet, and being able to draw whenever. Being in a stuffy room full of people I don't know that are dancing and giving me weird looks and with EPIC-LY LOUD BLARING RAP/HIP-HOP MUSIC THAT I HATE does nothing for me. I define antisocial, and I am just fine with that. (Besides, nobody wants to see me wildly gyrating my hips and attempting to dance in any shape or form. TRUST ME ON THIS ONE. IT'S. NOT. PRETTY. xD)
I'm sick of being oriented. I want classes to start, so I have a reason to stay in my room for hours and not go to parties and get stared at like I have three fresh, bleeding holes drilled into my skull. (Come on now; I know I'm not even remotely attractive, but please. I don't like being treated like a babboon in a zoo. Plz to be finding something else to do, thx.) But noooo, LET'S HAVE AN ENTIRE FUKKEN WEEK OF ORIENTATION. SOCIALS AND MEETINGS GALORE. GRRRRAAAAAGGGHHHHH.
ME TROLL. ME LIKE BED AND SKETCHPAD AND SIIIILLLEEEENCCCCEEEE (maybe some music of my own, lol). GIVE IT TO MEEEEE.
=__=;;; I guess it's not that bad. I'll know where everything is and what to do about stuff, but ndsjnsj enough is enough. Maybe once I get my classes (finally) I'll feel a little better about things.
I wish I could drive back to Oklahoma and go to someone's house to visit so baaaaad. I miss you people T_______T I miss being able to talk to you all and raid WalMart with you and watch anime and draw together...*shot for being too mushy* Point is, all this mingling with strangers makes me wish I had you guys around even more.
And insanehikari, I wish I could give you the biggest hug ever invented, or even thought of. I'm so sorry it happened to you, of all people T_____________T <33333333333333333
College. Erk, I must be the most boring college student in the world. There was a "Mocktail" party downstairs in the lobby last night, and you could NOT keep me down there. I was so fucking bored the whole time, but when I escaped upstairs to the room, my roommate happened to mosey on up after me and guilt-tripped me into coming back. It was only when I had been standing outside with my roommate for a full fifteen minutes, listening to them discuss music preferences (song-by-song, mind you) that I was allowed to leave. I suppose it makes me unendingly strange to be so aversed to social functions and behaviors, but I truly do not care. I like solitude, and quiet, and being able to draw whenever. Being in a stuffy room full of people I don't know that are dancing and giving me weird looks and with EPIC-LY LOUD BLARING RAP/HIP-HOP MUSIC THAT I HATE does nothing for me. I define antisocial, and I am just fine with that. (Besides, nobody wants to see me wildly gyrating my hips and attempting to dance in any shape or form. TRUST ME ON THIS ONE. IT'S. NOT. PRETTY. xD)
I'm sick of being oriented. I want classes to start, so I have a reason to stay in my room for hours and not go to parties and get stared at like I have three fresh, bleeding holes drilled into my skull. (Come on now; I know I'm not even remotely attractive, but please. I don't like being treated like a babboon in a zoo. Plz to be finding something else to do, thx.) But noooo, LET'S HAVE AN ENTIRE FUKKEN WEEK OF ORIENTATION. SOCIALS AND MEETINGS GALORE. GRRRRAAAAAGGGHHHHH.
ME TROLL. ME LIKE BED AND SKETCHPAD AND SIIIILLLEEEENCCCCEEEE (maybe some music of my own, lol). GIVE IT TO MEEEEE.
=__=;;; I guess it's not that bad. I'll know where everything is and what to do about stuff, but ndsjnsj enough is enough. Maybe once I get my classes (finally) I'll feel a little better about things.
I wish I could drive back to Oklahoma and go to someone's house to visit so baaaaad. I miss you people T_______T I miss being able to talk to you all and raid WalMart with you and watch anime and draw together...*shot for being too mushy* Point is, all this mingling with strangers makes me wish I had you guys around even more.
And insanehikari, I wish I could give you the biggest hug ever invented, or even thought of. I'm so sorry it happened to you, of all people T_____________T <33333333333333333