Vision of Self

Nov 11, 2005 16:23

oh my, inside my head i'm laughing. what happened?

I want to have a well paying job (doctor, lawyer). I will be able to support my family comfortably, not excessively. Understand, I won't spoil my family. I want our needs to be provided for. I want to travel. I want to learn. I want to explore. I want to help.
I want to be as spiritually sound as some published Baha'i writers; I want to inspire others. Actually, i want to support others entirely, to be someone that gives others strength -restores integrity- is loved by all.
I want to heal. I want to love. I want to be married. I want to live as i want, adventurous and definitively, lovingly.
I want to read the Writings with my children. I want to teach them to read and write Farsi, so that they can read the writings as they were revealed. I want to see them read the Writings to eachother, on their own, to their mother, to their four grandparents. I want to see them leading study circles. I want them to grow up strong and mature. Proud, will I be when they excel in their career paths. I will laugh during their birthdays. I will cry during their weddings. I will be...happy. At the end, i'll be content.

"The personality of man is developed through education,
while his individuality which is divine and heavenly
should be his guide."
Abdu'l-Baha
Divine Philosophy p132

I'm going to get that education. I'm going to get the life I want. Many of my friends, you won't hear from me much starting soon. I not going to disappear. I'm not leaving the country (...yet). I'm ok. I'll see you when I see you.

I'm getting the life i want.
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