All alone, as ive learned to be...in this mess i have made
Ok i was too tired to put all this in last post so here we go......
I couldnt take much more with matt....i mean he was getting better, becoming happier...or trying....but as soon as i said that i couldnt see him for one weekend he went back to talking to me like i was a two year old and being pissed off at me the whole time......so i told him everything.....how ive been feeling....and that the feelings i have for him have changed....and that its just not the same anymore....so we broke up on saturday afternoon.
We were at the beach and he wasnt really crying...he was a bit...mainly pleading for me not to do it....that hurt more than anything i broke down....then i had to go home.....
So thats all over.....
In the last two days my life has been turned upside down.....stupidly upside down.....no offence to you guys but you couldnt have picked worse timing...i mean it...
ok...lets see....andrew likes me.......we were at jenny's place on friday nite...yeah......and tom at school....hes liked me for a while.....and i kinda like him too......
and there is one more thing......daniel likes me.
Now its screwing me up in the head cause i really didnt need it at all after all this matt stuff......so im not doing ANYTHING for a while...i dont even want to go near it.
so i dont know what to do....what to say.....im really confused and upset....
so thats my life in a nutshell this week....hope all yours was a bit better
Love Galadriel
I couldnt take much more with matt....i mean he was getting better, becoming happier...or trying....but as soon as i said that i couldnt see him for one weekend he went back to talking to me like i was a two year old and being pissed off at me the whole time......so i told him everything.....how ive been feeling....and that the feelings i have for him have changed....and that its just not the same anymore....so we broke up on saturday afternoon.
We were at the beach and he wasnt really crying...he was a bit...mainly pleading for me not to do it....that hurt more than anything i broke down....then i had to go home.....
So thats all over.....
In the last two days my life has been turned upside down.....stupidly upside down.....no offence to you guys but you couldnt have picked worse timing...i mean it...
ok...lets see....andrew likes me.......we were at jenny's place on friday nite...yeah......and tom at school....hes liked me for a while.....and i kinda like him too......
and there is one more thing......daniel likes me.
Now its screwing me up in the head cause i really didnt need it at all after all this matt stuff......so im not doing ANYTHING for a while...i dont even want to go near it.
so i dont know what to do....what to say.....im really confused and upset....
so thats my life in a nutshell this week....hope all yours was a bit better
Love Galadriel