Emotions running through my brain, never feeling the same feeling.....Indecision
*sighs and thinks of things in another far off place*
I have been quite disjointed today....i havent been myself....
Let me ask all you people out there a few questions.
Have you ever wanted to do something so much it has made you cry?
Have you ever connected with something so strongly it brought you to tears?
These questions have been mulling themselves over in my mind recently. Heres a few examples.
When i saw the first Lord Of The Rings. I wanted to be an actor so badly, to achieve something that great, to be part of something that huge, and in that time....i felt like i belonged to that time, or a time similar....with all the horses and swords.....races of fae folk...anyways....the desire to act and do all that brought me to the verge of tears...do not ask me why...i have no idea.
Getting off topic for a sec but this might sound stupid....but ive been having elven dreams of late. Deep forests.....glades...meadows...all green...rustling leaves....others around me....we are all walking slowly through this huge wood. I seem to recognise some people...their features are slightly different to what they normally are. I just start speak fluent elven (which i havent studied or spoken for ages) and can understand what the others are saying.
There are two people i would like to mention however. You two were in this dream with me. I do not know what this indicates....i would like to talk about it however.... Methuselah and Rose,you were both there. i cant explain it....but post something with your thoughts here please.
Will post more later....too tired
I have been quite disjointed today....i havent been myself....
Let me ask all you people out there a few questions.
Have you ever wanted to do something so much it has made you cry?
Have you ever connected with something so strongly it brought you to tears?
These questions have been mulling themselves over in my mind recently. Heres a few examples.
When i saw the first Lord Of The Rings. I wanted to be an actor so badly, to achieve something that great, to be part of something that huge, and in that time....i felt like i belonged to that time, or a time similar....with all the horses and swords.....races of fae folk...anyways....the desire to act and do all that brought me to the verge of tears...do not ask me why...i have no idea.
Getting off topic for a sec but this might sound stupid....but ive been having elven dreams of late. Deep forests.....glades...meadows...all green...rustling leaves....others around me....we are all walking slowly through this huge wood. I seem to recognise some people...their features are slightly different to what they normally are. I just start speak fluent elven (which i havent studied or spoken for ages) and can understand what the others are saying.
There are two people i would like to mention however. You two were in this dream with me. I do not know what this indicates....i would like to talk about it however.... Methuselah and Rose,you were both there. i cant explain it....but post something with your thoughts here please.
Will post more later....too tired