Dec 14, 2003 13:14
Yeah.. Why bother. Another disappointment added to the damned collection. yay Me. Yeah a lil sad and what not. I know for a fact he doesn't like me and that he won't. Well w.e I think I am just going to give up liking ppl all in the first place. lol That sounds like an idea to me.
JEN SWEET 16 ROCKED
it was mucholy awesome. I had lots of fun. I was all over the place. Then again I think we all are. A biug shout out to my homies! and one other shout out I <3 U JK!!!!! awesome woman right there. yeah it was an good night other than a bit of well called for drama? lol idk just saying shit to say it i guess-
then yesterday-
jen and i had a double whammy of ourselves and we rocked at the 4N6 meet. We were 2 pts away from getting a paper thing of goodness. Next time. Right Jen? whoot.
I was suppose to go to melis's sweet 16, but i couldn't.. I was dieing. sad but true [ahh thats a metallica song]. I really wanted to go :(, but i couldn't. Sorry melis. HAPPY B-DAY THOUGH!
today-
there is snow friggin everywhere, and who will have to shovel it, hmm lets think about it.. maybe.. uh... ME. lol it's ok. I need to work out my aggresion that i have from last night. I was mucho upset last night. I am so stupid. lol Oh yeah my parents dragged me to the mall yesterday for x-mas shopping and it so happens when we got home my uncle called my dad's cell and was like screaming "ARE U ALRIGHT!!!???" and he was like yeah y?
there was a shooting at the willowbrooke mall by sears and thats right where we were. We just missed it. Weird. Arn't u glad I'm still here. lol
Why do I care about you? Why do I care about this sooo much. Why does this always have to happen. The worse way to miss someone is to be sitting right next to them, knowing you can't have them.