Nov 09, 2003 13:08
I lost something specail one day.. I am fighting very hard to get that back. It seems no matter what I do Im always stuck in the darkness. You were the light of my worl and I am tired of dwelling in the past, but the present nor the furture is any better for this heart of mine. Everywhere I look there are vulgurs at my back. That goes for everyone else too, I know that. But, what I am trying to say is I'm fighting everyones vulgurs as I get eat away by my own problems. I don't think I say it enough that I am here for you guys, but I wish you were there for me. And when I do say something you like ok.. *sigh* I've come to the conclusion that this is the way its gunna be. I've changed. I believe its for the better. Or at least I think I have. Please correct me if Im wrong. I'm tired of this whole thing of me in the corner with my emo hood up.
i just can't stand this....
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