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[_fxckable_love_]

let me shine.
the brigntness is away from you.
the light will die eventually.
you'll see.

the feelings inside hurt more than ever.
idk wats rong with me.
if you could help me figure that out.
itd be greatly appreciated.
tahnks.
i dont even know where to start with this.
iv talked to sean a lot about killing myself.
i kno he needs me. i kno jim needs me.
but what of that.
im selfish i guess you could say.
a lot has happened in these past few months.
im becoming more unstable than ever.
whats there to hate right?
some ppl have it so much worse right?
but then theres those ppl that just have no idea
so iggnorant to the world.
maybe they do and jsut hide it a lot better.
idk.
but i wish could do that.
i wish i wish i wish.
i dont want to give up.
i guess?
and we go on..right?

wrong.