no longer sees it with her sleepy eyes..
hmmm i havent really updated in awhile srry for my last entry being retarded and not working at first but yeah comments are nice.
i havent been really up to anything special.
just doing the usual going to jims everyweekend.
we went to the dance show at phs last weekend.
we saw lora being hott and oh so cute.
i got a new digital camera. it a lot better srta but i still love my old one.
midterms is this week. && im getting all a's. woot.
nonetheless crown sucks nipples.
i keep thinking abotu next year on and off.
oh palatine highschool you better be amazing next year.
lol. um im also thinking of getting a buncha layers in my hair.
just cause im getting bored and stuff.
even though i did the red not that long ago. yeah.
im leading a pretty boring life lately. not that its ever been too xciting.
there hasnt been any problems lately with anyone. so thats good.
gosh as days go by dont you ever feel liek this is too constant and you want change?
i feel sometimes that i can do so much more than i do right now.
i want a job i think.
i want a car.
its time to get away for me.
if not in doing stuff.
in dying. i need to get closer to death.
as weird as that sounds.
im young and i want to actually live.
i thrive to just have something more in life.
that's wat life is supposed to be liek right?
well, id ont kno but thats just how i feel.
has anyone ever thought at this age. that they watn to get married young and be drunk.
yoou kno how ther's those girls that like have a dream wedding planned since they wer little girls.
im not one of those. i want to make it something spontaneous.
im so retarded and wen i start babbling about something i dont stop.
also tonight was the finale of americas nxt top model.
iv seen every frickin season and show.
its amazing how im into that stuff.
id lvoe to be a model. i kno i dont have wat it takes and demands for.
but just to do something liek that. and feel glamourous in a way. && pretty?
im so gay, but i jsut htink im going to make future goals and things i want to accomplish.
thats one of them.
how to go about that i have no clue. but it would just be fun.
ohyeah something new. im getting braces prtty soon srta.
xciting? blah, no, kinda icky actually.
hmm... i never liked this place much.
<3,
annie
i love james scott rudddd, just so you knoow. ♥