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Why do people lie and then try to cover that lie up? Why can I only talk to guys on the internet who are interested in me? Why can't the one I want want me back? I just want to be happy. Not like, happy for 5 minutes in between some sheets. Like, relationship happy. I really don't think it's gonna happen. I mean, I know I need to focus on school right now, but I still don't want to be lonely. Guess I'll just snuggle with my books, huh? Man that's a blast.