JST A PHASE ...
to let everything out before i explode.
this weekend was awesome. i went to drill camp w. a bunch of girls &we all definitely bonded w. one another w. no cliques at all.
it was relaxing to be away from everyone, everything &pretty much all the drama. although i did get really dark &skinny but overall it was really fun.
dancing is my passion &its the only thing that can make me happy.
my love life -it seems as if all we do now is argue but i hope this is jst a phase we need to get through. we have learned to really express our feelings, not only in a loving way but also in a hateful way. a relationship with absolutely no arguments seemed perfect but felt so wrong in totally different ways. we need to get through this chapter in our love life babe cause i know we have a strong relationship to keep this love going cause anything can jst tear us apart but its not going to happen cause you &i have been through a lot to jst throw it all away &give up. we've both been busy w. our sports, studies, family &spending time w. our friends but getting to spend time w. each other feels like we're in our own world with nothing or anyone to deal with &i love every second of it. i love you &i hope you feel it.
i feel like day by day, my life is crumbling down to pieces. my evil twin &i both know that we're drifting apart but day by day, we try to make time for each other. i know things have changed &no matter how many times you &i change, our friendship will stay the same. we're always going to be deucin` it up forever. i jst hope we get back on track cause im mosdef. not letting our friendship become jst a page of a chapter in my life cause it means more than that.
my "bestfriend" &i have definitely lost a friendship but i hope we can pick it up where we left off cause i truly do miss you &care for you &love you unconditionally. only if i know why you arent talking to me. only if you talk to me about whats bothering you. it was fine with me that you had to vent to another friend on what was bothering you about me but it would have helped if you told me since it was about me so i know what i did wrong. people make mistakes without knowing it &friends are there to point it out for you. im sorry for missing out on the most important days of your life this year. but i cant be sorry for anything that i dont have a clue on.
summer is going by fast. we finish summer school in 2 &a half weeks. then we got 2 more weeks of summer left after that. then a new year starts enjoying a sophomore life. aha. summer school is definitely fun for me esp. having an art class with good friends that make me laugh all the time. its a pretty chill class to take. after summer school, there's drill team practices with the girls which i most definitely enjoy to the fullest. i love being around them &jst dancing &stretching my ass off. beach days are suuuuper funn. "i love the beach. i am the beach. i live for the beach." ahaha. i jst hope everything goes back to normal.
this weekend was awesome. i went to drill camp w. a bunch of girls &we all definitely bonded w. one another w. no cliques at all.
it was relaxing to be away from everyone, everything &pretty much all the drama. although i did get really dark &skinny but overall it was really fun.
dancing is my passion &its the only thing that can make me happy.
my love life -it seems as if all we do now is argue but i hope this is jst a phase we need to get through. we have learned to really express our feelings, not only in a loving way but also in a hateful way. a relationship with absolutely no arguments seemed perfect but felt so wrong in totally different ways. we need to get through this chapter in our love life babe cause i know we have a strong relationship to keep this love going cause anything can jst tear us apart but its not going to happen cause you &i have been through a lot to jst throw it all away &give up. we've both been busy w. our sports, studies, family &spending time w. our friends but getting to spend time w. each other feels like we're in our own world with nothing or anyone to deal with &i love every second of it. i love you &i hope you feel it.
i feel like day by day, my life is crumbling down to pieces. my evil twin &i both know that we're drifting apart but day by day, we try to make time for each other. i know things have changed &no matter how many times you &i change, our friendship will stay the same. we're always going to be deucin` it up forever. i jst hope we get back on track cause im mosdef. not letting our friendship become jst a page of a chapter in my life cause it means more than that.
my "bestfriend" &i have definitely lost a friendship but i hope we can pick it up where we left off cause i truly do miss you &care for you &love you unconditionally. only if i know why you arent talking to me. only if you talk to me about whats bothering you. it was fine with me that you had to vent to another friend on what was bothering you about me but it would have helped if you told me since it was about me so i know what i did wrong. people make mistakes without knowing it &friends are there to point it out for you. im sorry for missing out on the most important days of your life this year. but i cant be sorry for anything that i dont have a clue on.
summer is going by fast. we finish summer school in 2 &a half weeks. then we got 2 more weeks of summer left after that. then a new year starts enjoying a sophomore life. aha. summer school is definitely fun for me esp. having an art class with good friends that make me laugh all the time. its a pretty chill class to take. after summer school, there's drill team practices with the girls which i most definitely enjoy to the fullest. i love being around them &jst dancing &stretching my ass off. beach days are suuuuper funn. "i love the beach. i am the beach. i live for the beach." ahaha. i jst hope everything goes back to normal.