Aug 12, 2008 02:26
I have always been caught in this cat and mouse game where I can't decide if I should setlle myself in a career and start my life, and dropping everything and just...leaving. Travel and do whatever I want to do and REALLY find myself before I "setlle down".
Problem was I never had that opportunity.
I'm going to visit you in one month, I have the option to stay for about a month and still keep my job, or just...not come back..for a few months..6 or 7 months..even a year if I wanted I'm sure.
So ultimatley the question is...do I have what it takes to make that jump? To leave everything and start new in a new country with a boy I am absolutly positive is meant to be my soulmate..or do I take the east way out and call it a "vacation"?
I think if I pass up this chance, I will ultimatley regret it thoroughly in the end.
Advice?