Update...
I apologize for being so distant with everyone. Especially to you Justin/Jack. I hate how I don't have the time to talk to you except maybe say a few words such as "Hi" and "bye". I hope that you understand. What I'm trying to do is so important. I only have the time to write this because I'm eating... hah. I haven't slept in 3 days. I have constantly been working on getting everything done and turned in. I am almost 90% sure I'm not going to graduate because of one fucking class. And that's Photo. The reason being is because the teacher is such a stuck up bitch, and isn't even helping me or understanding at all. Thursday morning I have to go into her class and take the final and turn in some extra stuff. If I'm lucky or if a miracle happens I just may be able to pass that class by one percent. I had some things to turn in to her today that would have brought my grade up about 7%, but she didn't accept it. I need to reason with her so that she will accept it. I don't understand, I turned it in on time. Her reason for not accepting it is because I was absent from her class 7 times, but they've been excused. Nothing I do is good enough for her apparently. That's how her attitude towards me is.
Today has been the hardest day for me yet. I had a horrible nervous break down again. I completed my final in Anatomy and Humanities today. I think I'll pass Anatomy. I think... Tomorrow all my batik's are due and so is my final for graphic design, which I haven't even had the time to start it yet. I am almost done with 2 batiks, and I still have 3 more to go. Again, no sleep for me tonight. I don't have the time. Luckily I don't have a 2nd period so I have that time plus 4th period and a half hour after school to work on the batik's if I need it.
/Sigh. This sucks. I am so incredibly happy to be done with high school, but I never thought that I wish I had another week of it left. Only to have more time to finish shit. And I never expected to end high school with so much stress and work. Well, after tomorrow most of my stress is gone, and there will definitely be much sleeping because I really need it.
Baby, I love you and I miss you. A lot.
Today has been the hardest day for me yet. I had a horrible nervous break down again. I completed my final in Anatomy and Humanities today. I think I'll pass Anatomy. I think... Tomorrow all my batik's are due and so is my final for graphic design, which I haven't even had the time to start it yet. I am almost done with 2 batiks, and I still have 3 more to go. Again, no sleep for me tonight. I don't have the time. Luckily I don't have a 2nd period so I have that time plus 4th period and a half hour after school to work on the batik's if I need it.
/Sigh. This sucks. I am so incredibly happy to be done with high school, but I never thought that I wish I had another week of it left. Only to have more time to finish shit. And I never expected to end high school with so much stress and work. Well, after tomorrow most of my stress is gone, and there will definitely be much sleeping because I really need it.
Baby, I love you and I miss you. A lot.