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WOW I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE IN SO LONG!
sry... damons car is impounded so he deosnt leave the house... my baby sister had to go to the doctors today so he left....
ANYHOO:L: wats new in my life?
well found out that jason was still fucking ria... and im pretty he ditched me on sweetest day to go be with her... haha somebody told me that she didnt like me becuz i had did shit with him HAHA looks like we got something in common....
but i dont give fuck
he can fuck whoever he wants
im done with that kid
starting kimball tomoro... woo hoo! yesterday these kids stopped in front of me and asked if i wanted to smoke with them... ( of course i said yes ) and i found out they went to kimball... and how they had just graduated... they told me that all the guys were going to be on me there... haha nice thing to look foward too... chris's ( the chris that lives across the street... not my boo... )go to kimball too... which is cool cuz they are both hott and chris told me that they thought i was hott! haha cool shit!
me and chris are still cool... i dont really know wat is going on between us... i mean i know but i jus dont know if were together or wat... he told one of his friends i was his girlfriend in front of me... and i call him my boyfriend all the time... but last weekend we went to ann arbor to see his friend katon and katon asked chris if it was ok if he could hook up with me... now if i was his girlfriend wouldnt e be like no man wtf are you thinking??? lol. so i asked him about and he told me that he just wants me to be happy and od watever i wana do... and then i told him that i was suposed to be his girl and he said yea youre my girl but katon knows that we havent known each other that long... he knows wat the deal is... i told him i would talk to him later on that day ( cuz we SUPOSED to hang out ) but we never ended up talking about it. so wat the fuck is the deal? r we together or wat?
obeviously not!
if hes giving his friend permission to have sex with me!... i DONT KNOW i think the only reason why he told his friend that he didnt care was becuz he knows i wouldnt... ( i mean trhe isnt the first time one of his friends have tried to hook up with me... he knows i wouldnt do somethin like that... he knows i always say no ) so its like hes not worried about it... and he jus tries to look cool in front of his boys... watever... i love him though... I MISS HIM SO FUCKIN MUCH and yes april ( his babys mama ) is still being a bitch... kris told me that he set her on fire... hahah dumb fuckin bitch i hope she dies... i miss him so much! i cant wait till this weekend when i can see him again!... last weekend we had sex for the first time... oh it was fuckin great... im glad everythings ok in that area!
( daydreaming )
ok so anyway im not going to have enuff time to commment in everyones journal but i will do a few! ( damon and my mom will be home soon... )
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
he was everything i wanted
we were meant to be, suposed to be but we lost it
all the memorys so close to me jus fade away
all this time u were pretending... so much fo rmy happy ending
THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE YOU CARED
AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS THE ONLY ONE
sry... damons car is impounded so he deosnt leave the house... my baby sister had to go to the doctors today so he left....
ANYHOO:L: wats new in my life?
well found out that jason was still fucking ria... and im pretty he ditched me on sweetest day to go be with her... haha somebody told me that she didnt like me becuz i had did shit with him HAHA looks like we got something in common....
but i dont give fuck
he can fuck whoever he wants
im done with that kid
starting kimball tomoro... woo hoo! yesterday these kids stopped in front of me and asked if i wanted to smoke with them... ( of course i said yes ) and i found out they went to kimball... and how they had just graduated... they told me that all the guys were going to be on me there... haha nice thing to look foward too... chris's ( the chris that lives across the street... not my boo... )go to kimball too... which is cool cuz they are both hott and chris told me that they thought i was hott! haha cool shit!
me and chris are still cool... i dont really know wat is going on between us... i mean i know but i jus dont know if were together or wat... he told one of his friends i was his girlfriend in front of me... and i call him my boyfriend all the time... but last weekend we went to ann arbor to see his friend katon and katon asked chris if it was ok if he could hook up with me... now if i was his girlfriend wouldnt e be like no man wtf are you thinking??? lol. so i asked him about and he told me that he just wants me to be happy and od watever i wana do... and then i told him that i was suposed to be his girl and he said yea youre my girl but katon knows that we havent known each other that long... he knows wat the deal is... i told him i would talk to him later on that day ( cuz we SUPOSED to hang out ) but we never ended up talking about it. so wat the fuck is the deal? r we together or wat?
obeviously not!
if hes giving his friend permission to have sex with me!... i DONT KNOW i think the only reason why he told his friend that he didnt care was becuz he knows i wouldnt... ( i mean trhe isnt the first time one of his friends have tried to hook up with me... he knows i wouldnt do somethin like that... he knows i always say no ) so its like hes not worried about it... and he jus tries to look cool in front of his boys... watever... i love him though... I MISS HIM SO FUCKIN MUCH and yes april ( his babys mama ) is still being a bitch... kris told me that he set her on fire... hahah dumb fuckin bitch i hope she dies... i miss him so much! i cant wait till this weekend when i can see him again!... last weekend we had sex for the first time... oh it was fuckin great... im glad everythings ok in that area!
( daydreaming )
ok so anyway im not going to have enuff time to commment in everyones journal but i will do a few! ( damon and my mom will be home soon... )
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
he was everything i wanted
we were meant to be, suposed to be but we lost it
all the memorys so close to me jus fade away
all this time u were pretending... so much fo rmy happy ending
THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE YOU CARED
AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS THE ONLY ONE