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i started school today
the schools alright
but its small as hell
and there are only like like 3 groups there
(which isnt a bad thing)
your either all punk rock and shit
or your all ghetto and shit
well... im kinda preppy now so where do i fit in?
(cant belive i jus admitted to that)
when i first walked in these black girls started talking to me immediately
and they were all like yea you know shes guna hang out with us!
and once i started talking to them a bit they were like
uh
nah...
im never black enough for black people
sorry that when i talk i used the words found in the dictionary
sorry that when i ask sorry someone for a dollar
i say "hey can i borrow a dollar?"
instead of "hey can i hold somethin?"
i lived in the ghetto for like 2 years of my whole life...
i wear american eagle instead of fubu
omg im making fun of my own kind
why deos everything think its soo cool to be ghetto?
so i dont really know where i fit...
all the girls there r fuckin ugly as hell lol
im like the prettiest girl there!
and if im the prettiest... you know the those girls must be uuuuuuggglllyyy
then again, there arent alot of people there
so far ive made one friend
i dont know her name lol
but shes cool
shes not all ghetto and shes not punk rock
she deosnt really dress preppy
but i think were perfect for each other
cuz we act alike
and shes pretty
and theres this other girl
shes hott
and shes like me and the other girl
so i have a feeling were guna be a threesome lol
i think they are the only girls there that arent ugly..
alot of the guys were checkin me out and shit
and blacks guys always make a scene when they see a hott girl
so fuckin i walked in the building
and these guys are like
hey wudup? let me get the door for you...
it was cute...
i geuss
afterschool i came home and chris was on
since there wasnt going to be anybody at my house for a while i asked him if he wanted to come over for a little bit and hang out
(since we never get to cuz hes too pussy to hang out with me while my moms home)
and hes all like no what if the neighbors see me blah blah
like wtf?
were not doing anything!
wat r u so fuckin afraid of?
its nobodys buisness wat happens at my house
i got pissed...
said some things i shouldnt of
and he left
hes all like why r trying to have me put in jail??
like wtf! am i pointing a gun at your head saying fuck me or die?
i cried for a bit..
(which is strange)
i need jason
i need my best friend
i need to talk to my best friend
jason.
today in class we had to write a journal
about the most important thing in my life
and i wrote it about jason
not because hes my bf
but because hes my best friend
and he used to be always there for me
but now hes never around
im so depressed
chris probably fuckin hates me now
i dont care.
i have no friends...
i hate my life
the schools alright
but its small as hell
and there are only like like 3 groups there
(which isnt a bad thing)
your either all punk rock and shit
or your all ghetto and shit
well... im kinda preppy now so where do i fit in?
(cant belive i jus admitted to that)
when i first walked in these black girls started talking to me immediately
and they were all like yea you know shes guna hang out with us!
and once i started talking to them a bit they were like
uh
nah...
im never black enough for black people
sorry that when i talk i used the words found in the dictionary
sorry that when i ask sorry someone for a dollar
i say "hey can i borrow a dollar?"
instead of "hey can i hold somethin?"
i lived in the ghetto for like 2 years of my whole life...
i wear american eagle instead of fubu
omg im making fun of my own kind
why deos everything think its soo cool to be ghetto?
so i dont really know where i fit...
all the girls there r fuckin ugly as hell lol
im like the prettiest girl there!
and if im the prettiest... you know the those girls must be uuuuuuggglllyyy
then again, there arent alot of people there
so far ive made one friend
i dont know her name lol
but shes cool
shes not all ghetto and shes not punk rock
she deosnt really dress preppy
but i think were perfect for each other
cuz we act alike
and shes pretty
and theres this other girl
shes hott
and shes like me and the other girl
so i have a feeling were guna be a threesome lol
i think they are the only girls there that arent ugly..
alot of the guys were checkin me out and shit
and blacks guys always make a scene when they see a hott girl
so fuckin i walked in the building
and these guys are like
hey wudup? let me get the door for you...
it was cute...
i geuss
afterschool i came home and chris was on
since there wasnt going to be anybody at my house for a while i asked him if he wanted to come over for a little bit and hang out
(since we never get to cuz hes too pussy to hang out with me while my moms home)
and hes all like no what if the neighbors see me blah blah
like wtf?
were not doing anything!
wat r u so fuckin afraid of?
its nobodys buisness wat happens at my house
i got pissed...
said some things i shouldnt of
and he left
hes all like why r trying to have me put in jail??
like wtf! am i pointing a gun at your head saying fuck me or die?
i cried for a bit..
(which is strange)
i need jason
i need my best friend
i need to talk to my best friend
jason.
today in class we had to write a journal
about the most important thing in my life
and i wrote it about jason
not because hes my bf
but because hes my best friend
and he used to be always there for me
but now hes never around
im so depressed
chris probably fuckin hates me now
i dont care.
i have no friends...
i hate my life