Sep 13, 2004 12:18
hi.
im not writing about jason anymore
untill i can find something good to write about lol
i ♥ chris
(i mean as a friend)
hes so awesome...
he teaches me alot of shit...
hes been through alot of shit too
hes always depressed and shit
and he says that me moving here makes it worse :(
because he likes and he knows he cant have me
if even if i didnt have a bf
because im waaaaaay too young for
when i met him i coulda swore he was like 18-19...
hes 31
but just so i dont think about throwing up everytime im with him
im going to pretend hes not
hes all into like peircigns and shit
like jason..
hes got his nipples peirced
like jason....
i love men with nipple peircings lol
im getting my tongue peirced soon
i finally have a barbell for it
and i tried peircing it myself
but i juds dont think its guna work out lol
see when you start you cant stop...
and all i did was like poke it and i screamed like a little bitch
that shit like hurt all down my neck...
all over my collar bone
all in my head
wow that shit hurt
and all i did was poke it!
i thought it hurt when i peirced my nose but damn...
so i geuss whitneys ex bf likes me
which kinda gay
because thats one best friends ex bfs!
and she thinx that theyre still together...
id never date cassidy...
i mean hes sweet but hes jus not my type
trinity says it becuz hes fat
but im not that shallow...
i hung out with trinity and her new bf at the mall the other day
her bf is so cute!
i mean hes not hott
but hes cute!
he dont do drugs...
he dont smoke weed.. (weed is not a drug its an herb)
he dont drink
hes still a virgin
i dont how the fuck trinity ended up with him!
shes going to curupt him...
he seems like one those guys that you can jus tell that he wouldnt hurt you...
i swear if didnt trinity didnt have him id snatch him up!
hes jus so cute! i want to pinch his cheeks! haha
i start school tomoro
ah poo!
i need to fuck
i havent had sex in like a long ass time
where the fuck is jason when i need him?
i swear to god if i dont get laid soon i guna fuck myself
shit it not considered cheating!
i cant even rember the last time me and jaosn had sex
wait yes i can... hehe
oh yea that was good.... haha
ok well im going to shower
then im going to call cassidy and see if he will smoke me down
for 5 bucks
♥