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Remember Daniel? you know that guy that I was madly in love with a few years back...
well....
to make a long story short. He deleted me from his myspace about a month ago. Not that it really matters, but I'm sure it was because he was pretty ticked off about a dick head response I sent to a message he sent me.
Anyway, he added me back yesterday, so I was doing some lurking and I came across a blog he wrote to his new wife.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Funny
It's a funny feeling being in love. I don't think I ever really knew it before knowing you. It even hurts from feeling so blissful, for no reason. When I'm with you, I'm happy -- I'm alive. I had felt so lonely for such a long time and closed myself off from everything. I appreciate you more than I think you'll ever know. I've never been so excited to know that I'll wake up to you in the morning, no matter how we left off before going to bed. You also make me appreciate things in a different light. I'll always be here, there, and anywhere for you as I know you will for me. I can't wait to be your husband, and one day the father of our gazoobee. I love you Jenny.
& it kind of depressed me. I mean not because hes married or anything because honestly.... I'm so over that part of my life, but because I just started to think about the last 2 guys I actually gave a shit about, & really felt anything for.
Him & Julian.
& coincidently... they're both married now.
Julian's wife just had a baby about a week ago.
& I'm still here...... I'm very single, & bored with the opposite sex.
I'm starting to think I'm never gonna feel the way I did for both of them for anyone again....
god...my love life is so depressing.
well....
to make a long story short. He deleted me from his myspace about a month ago. Not that it really matters, but I'm sure it was because he was pretty ticked off about a dick head response I sent to a message he sent me.
Anyway, he added me back yesterday, so I was doing some lurking and I came across a blog he wrote to his new wife.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Funny
It's a funny feeling being in love. I don't think I ever really knew it before knowing you. It even hurts from feeling so blissful, for no reason. When I'm with you, I'm happy -- I'm alive. I had felt so lonely for such a long time and closed myself off from everything. I appreciate you more than I think you'll ever know. I've never been so excited to know that I'll wake up to you in the morning, no matter how we left off before going to bed. You also make me appreciate things in a different light. I'll always be here, there, and anywhere for you as I know you will for me. I can't wait to be your husband, and one day the father of our gazoobee. I love you Jenny.
& it kind of depressed me. I mean not because hes married or anything because honestly.... I'm so over that part of my life, but because I just started to think about the last 2 guys I actually gave a shit about, & really felt anything for.
Him & Julian.
& coincidently... they're both married now.
Julian's wife just had a baby about a week ago.
& I'm still here...... I'm very single, & bored with the opposite sex.
I'm starting to think I'm never gonna feel the way I did for both of them for anyone again....
god...my love life is so depressing.