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blahh so last night didnt go according to planned at all...
I mean...it wasnt completely bad, but it was nothing that I had hoped for,
so pretty much all night, I was in my own little world....at least until I left the party.
It really made me realize that maybe I care more than I thought I did, because when I found out that he wasnt gonna be there, it kinda felt like the night was already over for me.
I cant even think about how long it took me to get ready. I made sure everything was perfect.
I had an idea that the heels I was wearing were gonna end up killing me at some point, but I wore them anyway, cuz I figured by the end of the night, it would have paid off...
boy was I wrong.
When we got to the party, me & Allen both had a mental breakdown at the same time...
Then we met some guys that were telling us the new slang word for nigga is ninja, drank a little. Saw Team Robespierre.....nothing all that special
But anyway, last night was a total bust for me.
Allen on the other hand, stepped her game up, & finally got a chance to do something shes been wanting to do for a while now. Which is good, cuz at least now one of us is making some kind of progress.
I mean....I could have settled for hooking up with Lenny last night, cuz god knows, he was trying really hard....but I was just so not into it.
Then we leave the party & we're waiting for the G train, and this hipster in his mid to late 30's comes up to us & hes like, hey you guys are cute, Can I talk to you.
So we're like okay....
& he starts talking to us & telling us how drunk he is. Then he ends up taking the train with us & begging us to hang out with him.
He told us he's an artist & we should go to his house
& then he said hell take us to a bar & when he realized we kept saying we were going home, he was like cmonn, Ill take you guys to a diner.
So we keep telling him we're going home & he like trys to invite himself over, but obviously that wasnt gonna work. so he asks one last time if we'll party with him [mind you, its like 630am at this point] & we keep saying no, we're tired. So he asks for our number, Says he thinks we're making a huge mistake, & leaves the train.
The whole thing was hilarious
Then by the time we got to my stop, I was so angry about the night that I took off all my makeup on the train,& me & allen got into one of our long talks that can go on forever if we let it. So as soon as we got out of the train, I took my heels off & walked barefoot all the way home.
Last night was surely not one of the best nights I've ever had.
But when we got to my house, it definitely got a little better.
10 minutes after we were there, my brother walked in really drunk, & it sounded like he had heels on. Then he tripped halfway to his room.
& while that was happening, we were watching room raiders due to lack of anything on tv at that time, & the dorkiest looking fucks were on,
& so the chick found a picture of 2 burritos next to each other by this one guys bed
& he said it was a representation of him & his brother.
It sounds really stupid, but at the time, it was the funniest thing ever.
me & Allen will probably laugh about that forever
Then my ex called me at about 830am and was pissed because I forgot his birthday.....
but am I really supposed to care anymore? Its been over for a while now.
I mean...it wasnt completely bad, but it was nothing that I had hoped for,
so pretty much all night, I was in my own little world....at least until I left the party.
It really made me realize that maybe I care more than I thought I did, because when I found out that he wasnt gonna be there, it kinda felt like the night was already over for me.
I cant even think about how long it took me to get ready. I made sure everything was perfect.
I had an idea that the heels I was wearing were gonna end up killing me at some point, but I wore them anyway, cuz I figured by the end of the night, it would have paid off...
boy was I wrong.
When we got to the party, me & Allen both had a mental breakdown at the same time...
Then we met some guys that were telling us the new slang word for nigga is ninja, drank a little. Saw Team Robespierre.....nothing all that special
But anyway, last night was a total bust for me.
Allen on the other hand, stepped her game up, & finally got a chance to do something shes been wanting to do for a while now. Which is good, cuz at least now one of us is making some kind of progress.
I mean....I could have settled for hooking up with Lenny last night, cuz god knows, he was trying really hard....but I was just so not into it.
Then we leave the party & we're waiting for the G train, and this hipster in his mid to late 30's comes up to us & hes like, hey you guys are cute, Can I talk to you.
So we're like okay....
& he starts talking to us & telling us how drunk he is. Then he ends up taking the train with us & begging us to hang out with him.
He told us he's an artist & we should go to his house
& then he said hell take us to a bar & when he realized we kept saying we were going home, he was like cmonn, Ill take you guys to a diner.
So we keep telling him we're going home & he like trys to invite himself over, but obviously that wasnt gonna work. so he asks one last time if we'll party with him [mind you, its like 630am at this point] & we keep saying no, we're tired. So he asks for our number, Says he thinks we're making a huge mistake, & leaves the train.
The whole thing was hilarious
Then by the time we got to my stop, I was so angry about the night that I took off all my makeup on the train,& me & allen got into one of our long talks that can go on forever if we let it. So as soon as we got out of the train, I took my heels off & walked barefoot all the way home.
Last night was surely not one of the best nights I've ever had.
But when we got to my house, it definitely got a little better.
10 minutes after we were there, my brother walked in really drunk, & it sounded like he had heels on. Then he tripped halfway to his room.
& while that was happening, we were watching room raiders due to lack of anything on tv at that time, & the dorkiest looking fucks were on,
& so the chick found a picture of 2 burritos next to each other by this one guys bed
& he said it was a representation of him & his brother.
It sounds really stupid, but at the time, it was the funniest thing ever.
me & Allen will probably laugh about that forever
Then my ex called me at about 830am and was pissed because I forgot his birthday.....
but am I really supposed to care anymore? Its been over for a while now.