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"If you ignore this you will have relationship problems for the next ten years"
I have yet to have a successful relationship and judging by 98.7% of the population 10 years was a serious understatemate. Even those who are married have found that their are better people out there than the one they wake up to day after day after day. Fortionately the only person i have to worry about waking up to that often is myself and i'm not sure i'd want it to be anybody else. Relationships are like a rollercoaster missing 20 feet of track towards the middle, unbenoiced to you. Sure its fun, thrilling, dangerous (hearts arent made of steel...plastic for some but not steel) but theres a certain point when you leave that track and go hurdling through the air crashing into a pile of useless limbs and bones. Of course a person reaches an apex of self destructive behavior in an unsavory relationship, they'll all abusive, many are lacking eyes though.
It brings to mind a girl i once knew who asked why i didnt like sheep. Lamb is delcious mind you but i'm not talking about the wool bearing mammal that is as harmful as a vacant typwriter that's gone on forgotten by nearly everyone but the dust and air that dries up the ribbon rendering it useless, though no one would notice, obviously. The people, the ones that flock worse than birds. Preaching about anti-conformity and shaking their finger at everyone but themselves, screaming about being different and important and beautiful. Yet their words are like daggers in my ears and their actions are non-existant. She was one of the sheep, flocking and screaming and being so goddamned different from everyone who did'nt have a tattoo or a penis or so fourth and so on.
Debauchery was running rapent on the screen of my computer and it had to be stopped. Like a person who repeats over and over again, to himself or others, that one day he's going to leave this city, write a novel, or shoot up anywhere, and then oneday ALMOST out of nowhere they do, i tore my computer from the wall and threw it out the window, damned shame i hadnt a backup of the numbers ous bullshit i've accumulated over the years, let's not even mention the mess someone would have to clean, not me. Scarves and sweaters are vital for the cool weather and i bundled up in more than my fair share. Looking like i weighed 100 pounds more than i actually did, i opened the door and met the whipping winid and biting cold looking quite ridiculous. However, nothing beats a walk despite the weather.
I have yet to have a successful relationship and judging by 98.7% of the population 10 years was a serious understatemate. Even those who are married have found that their are better people out there than the one they wake up to day after day after day. Fortionately the only person i have to worry about waking up to that often is myself and i'm not sure i'd want it to be anybody else. Relationships are like a rollercoaster missing 20 feet of track towards the middle, unbenoiced to you. Sure its fun, thrilling, dangerous (hearts arent made of steel...plastic for some but not steel) but theres a certain point when you leave that track and go hurdling through the air crashing into a pile of useless limbs and bones. Of course a person reaches an apex of self destructive behavior in an unsavory relationship, they'll all abusive, many are lacking eyes though.
It brings to mind a girl i once knew who asked why i didnt like sheep. Lamb is delcious mind you but i'm not talking about the wool bearing mammal that is as harmful as a vacant typwriter that's gone on forgotten by nearly everyone but the dust and air that dries up the ribbon rendering it useless, though no one would notice, obviously. The people, the ones that flock worse than birds. Preaching about anti-conformity and shaking their finger at everyone but themselves, screaming about being different and important and beautiful. Yet their words are like daggers in my ears and their actions are non-existant. She was one of the sheep, flocking and screaming and being so goddamned different from everyone who did'nt have a tattoo or a penis or so fourth and so on.
Debauchery was running rapent on the screen of my computer and it had to be stopped. Like a person who repeats over and over again, to himself or others, that one day he's going to leave this city, write a novel, or shoot up anywhere, and then oneday ALMOST out of nowhere they do, i tore my computer from the wall and threw it out the window, damned shame i hadnt a backup of the numbers ous bullshit i've accumulated over the years, let's not even mention the mess someone would have to clean, not me. Scarves and sweaters are vital for the cool weather and i bundled up in more than my fair share. Looking like i weighed 100 pounds more than i actually did, i opened the door and met the whipping winid and biting cold looking quite ridiculous. However, nothing beats a walk despite the weather.