a good summer
i guess its about time i write a new entry.
tomorrow im movin in to lvc again. im pretty damn nervous/anxious about it. and not nervous in the normal sense, but in the anxious tense high-strung sense. in fact, i had a dream last night about house searching that got botched up, a sitcom that i was randomly spliced into two characters, and all this stuff that was not fun, and thus i woke up feeling all OMGGGGGGGG. im a little less stressed at the moment, at least physically, all tho speaking of phycial i have to go to the doctors soon (yes, THE docotors) and that i never look forward to. but hopefully it will be nothin but good reports. once thats done i need to get started on packing; another thing that i am dreading/avoiding. i think everything will be ok once i get to school and get all settled in (minus classes) but right now i just dont want to go.
the summer was good. had a lot of good things happen. new job, which was pretty good, especially by way of money, but also for experience. i feel like i have more confidence in the teaching little kids area. i went on a few trips, including lbi, hazelton, dc, and maybe some other places. met some cool people, became closer with some people, and just overall had a pretty good summer. but it went by way too fucking fast. this past week was probly the best, reconnecting with some old friends of highschool that i dont get to see, and of course, abe was here! haha.
i cant wait for football. i really want to get to an eagles game, and a pennstate game. i want to do a lot of visiting, and concerting. and sporting eventing. jamie has good people (as in bands? yes) come to her school, as does ali sometimes, which would gimme a good excuse to get my ass together and vsiit them. i gotta visit gill too. i wanna stay in shape. i wanna lose weight. i cant wait for my cousins wedding. maybe ill be able to bring somebody! that'd be fun! im glad its here and not in cali, although cali'd be pretty hot. but this way i can go with no hassle.
im goin to gills graduation in may, right after my birthday, afterwhich i will be 21. hallelujiah. i think i will be able to have the best summer ever, finally. so of course, a kegger luau/gary's retirement explosion, and many bar visits will be in store.
i want to lose weight. i know i already said that, but i want that to be first and foremost in my mind. its time to get into shape, once and for all. i know i have a nice body somewhere under all that shit, so im gonna look for it and hope it comes out. almost like a crazed midget popping out of a coffin. ha. kidding. but something like that.
as far as work goes, who knows if i really will go back to freddys or not. it might be a waste of my time. we'll see how things work out. ill probly go back for fallfest, but that might be it. maybe cakes. thatd be fun. *shrugs* i dont really have to worry about it now i guess.
im really worried about juggling all my commitments this year. i have so many fucking classes, none of the music classes im excited for, but i am excited for the math and english ones haha. go figure. but yeah, so much shit to do....and president of the psychology club? i wonder if i can step down...... i dont think ill be able to do it. and its stupid for me to anyways. ill have to talk to amanda or something. who knows. rar. i hope i get into chamber singers. thatd make my life, and somehow make everything worth while.
im getting really stressed now. im gonna stop.
.thanks for the memories.
tomorrow im movin in to lvc again. im pretty damn nervous/anxious about it. and not nervous in the normal sense, but in the anxious tense high-strung sense. in fact, i had a dream last night about house searching that got botched up, a sitcom that i was randomly spliced into two characters, and all this stuff that was not fun, and thus i woke up feeling all OMGGGGGGGG. im a little less stressed at the moment, at least physically, all tho speaking of phycial i have to go to the doctors soon (yes, THE docotors) and that i never look forward to. but hopefully it will be nothin but good reports. once thats done i need to get started on packing; another thing that i am dreading/avoiding. i think everything will be ok once i get to school and get all settled in (minus classes) but right now i just dont want to go.
the summer was good. had a lot of good things happen. new job, which was pretty good, especially by way of money, but also for experience. i feel like i have more confidence in the teaching little kids area. i went on a few trips, including lbi, hazelton, dc, and maybe some other places. met some cool people, became closer with some people, and just overall had a pretty good summer. but it went by way too fucking fast. this past week was probly the best, reconnecting with some old friends of highschool that i dont get to see, and of course, abe was here! haha.
i cant wait for football. i really want to get to an eagles game, and a pennstate game. i want to do a lot of visiting, and concerting. and sporting eventing. jamie has good people (as in bands? yes) come to her school, as does ali sometimes, which would gimme a good excuse to get my ass together and vsiit them. i gotta visit gill too. i wanna stay in shape. i wanna lose weight. i cant wait for my cousins wedding. maybe ill be able to bring somebody! that'd be fun! im glad its here and not in cali, although cali'd be pretty hot. but this way i can go with no hassle.
im goin to gills graduation in may, right after my birthday, afterwhich i will be 21. hallelujiah. i think i will be able to have the best summer ever, finally. so of course, a kegger luau/gary's retirement explosion, and many bar visits will be in store.
i want to lose weight. i know i already said that, but i want that to be first and foremost in my mind. its time to get into shape, once and for all. i know i have a nice body somewhere under all that shit, so im gonna look for it and hope it comes out. almost like a crazed midget popping out of a coffin. ha. kidding. but something like that.
as far as work goes, who knows if i really will go back to freddys or not. it might be a waste of my time. we'll see how things work out. ill probly go back for fallfest, but that might be it. maybe cakes. thatd be fun. *shrugs* i dont really have to worry about it now i guess.
im really worried about juggling all my commitments this year. i have so many fucking classes, none of the music classes im excited for, but i am excited for the math and english ones haha. go figure. but yeah, so much shit to do....and president of the psychology club? i wonder if i can step down...... i dont think ill be able to do it. and its stupid for me to anyways. ill have to talk to amanda or something. who knows. rar. i hope i get into chamber singers. thatd make my life, and somehow make everything worth while.
im getting really stressed now. im gonna stop.
.thanks for the memories.