May 13, 2005 20:42
First off, i want to apoligize to everybody i've ever met for knowing me. Today i learned that i may have just lost my best friend, the only person i've ever loved in my life, because i said some really stupid remarks and didn't fully explain myself. When i say "cripples," i mean the people who use their physical handicap as a way of not doing anything in life. The mentally handicapped are innocent and cannot be blamed. Quasimodo, in The Hunchback... movie, redeemed himself in the end because he overcame his handicap and overthrew the shadow society placed upon him. If he had stayed in that shadow, calling himself a monster and not helping when needed, i would have hated him. Some people do do that, and those are the ones i despise. People like FDR i have IMMENSE respect for, and if you know me at all you should know that i consider FDR one of the greatest men to ever live, and he was handicapped. SO GET THE FUCK OFF MY BACK!
Yes, i deleted the last entry because it was taken the entirely wrong way.
Yes, i am arrogant but i have fucking earned that right.
Yes, i am really mad right now, especially at myself.
Yes, i love you, amy, but sometimes you overreact, jump to conclusions,and think YOU know everything, when you didn't know my intentions.
Yes, i can stereotype quite badly sometimes, but you know what: I'M USUALLY RIGHT!! SO IT'S NOT STEREOTYPING, IS IT??
Yes, i hate myself right now and would be relieved to have a sudden stroke or fatal gun shot wound or massive car crash.
Great way to finish high school, isn't it?