We are hummingbirds.......just hummingbirds......
God i hate myself so much sometimes. I hate how i'm so pessimistic, especially with relationships. Too damn far-sighted, too considerate of someone's feelings. I'll never be able to just live in the present and be happy. sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be happy--once i get feeling that way, i screw it up almost on purpose. I'll look too far into the future, then worry about then and not be concerned about the now. I hate ripping my heart out on purpose. Sometimes i wonder if i'll turn out to be a Richard Corey.