to be left out in the dark

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ok..it's official..i am getting sick. i've been feeling like i've been getting sick for about 2 weeks. and for some reason i can always feel WAAAAAAY ahead of time that i am going to get sick before i even have any symptoms of getting sick. i just feel *blah* i mean this weather today isn't helping me either..that and i have to go ref 2 games in an hour isn't marvelous either. i am excited to be going to the show again tonight with allison and josh rather than sitting home moping or coloring or lord knows what. idk it looks like i'm hanging out with the madge tomorrow night so that's cool because i could use a day off just not tonight. but i had a lot of fun last night. i eneded up ushing people and showing them to their seats because me and allison were hanging out and then josh joined us and before we knew it i was showing people to their seats and becoming part of a strange dry orgy. lol oh man do i miss drama!!!!!!! oh well i'm going back tonight...the last night is the greatest it always is! i'm so happy josh is making me go! lol..and me, josh, and allison, alex, mike, alania, and sara are hoping to hang out in the balcony this time! whether mr. a lets us or not =P lol!!! after the show last night 297850891492085 people from the cast/crew went to the diner! omg it was too funny because a lot of them still had their zombie make-up on!! what a riot! i almost peed my pants with the reactions people had. that and rob pozzi and a bunch of his friends threw stuff at all of us! we threw the stuff back and a waitress came over and yelled at us..so i told her to yell at the guys too and she did! it was great!! lol

so halloween's tomorrow night. i hate how holidays have gone commercial. i mean some of the commercial aspects of holidays are fun! but it's gone WAAAAAAAAAY overboard..but i still love the holidays no matter what =)