Nov 04, 2003 13:31
I was just trying to organise my thoughts a bit before I did.
The wedding was so incredible...It was such a small intimate ceremony...practically everyone there had known Willow since High school, except for Connor and I, I guess.
You could practically feel all the love radiating of everyone. The love Willow and Tara had for each other, the love everyone had for them, the love various other people had for each other...
It was in the backyard, after sunset, twinkling lights and flowers everywhere. They both looked amazing. So beautiful. And the vows...I don't even know how to explain how loving, sweet and romantic they were. I don't think there was anyone there that didn't get at least a little teary listening to them.
I think the coolest part of the evening for me personally was when I caught Tara's bouquet. Like I told Wesley, it's not like I really believe in the superstitions behind it, or honestly expect that to happen at this point. I love him, I do. Things are just too new for us to even think that far ahead. Granted he did just pick up and leave LA when I asked him to, but not the same, you know?
Well I'm on that...he misses it there, I know he does. Funny thing though, no matter how much I miss Cordy, I really don't miss being in LA, or at the Hyperion. Wesley is here, Connor's here. I'm happy.
And I told Wesley we aren't really that far away...we could go down for the weekends sometimes, and call...It's not as if we're on another planet or something, right? I may not really want to see Angel, but I have my reasons for that, and I know I can't avoid him forever, so why try?
I think Connor and Dawn had another falling out...'cause he disappeared shortly after the ceremony. I should go check on him this evening, I think.
I guess that's about it for now...