Feb 17, 2005 17:45
Today there was no jazz band, and I just came home after school for the first time in a long time. It's nice to be able to just come home but I hate being by myself, it's lame. I want to be doing stuff, all the time.
what ever happened to being able to forget about all our troubles and just party like there's no tomorrow?
This week is quickly coming to a close. Tomorrow should be a decent day, get out of class around 11 and help Metcalfe pack up the drums. Than drive down to the lakeshore and compete. Than I should arrive back just intime to go to work!!!!!!! I love working!
*sarcasm noted* The show is saturday, I'm really exited to be able to play again. When I'm playing it seems like nothing else matters in the world and everything is 100% perfect, for that half an hour I'm dying of heat on stage, with a nice sweaty shirt on...isn't it great. But than I realise, nothing is perfect. Snap out of it and back to reality. I miss a lot of things. Nothing seems as it used to be, people are changing, I'm changing, everything is changing, but hey I guess that's just called growing up.