.i.fucking.screwed.up..im.sorry..i.love.you.

[_frail]

"i wanted to give you something today, a gift from my heart. a blessing from angels, a tale from my lips, of how i look at you and smile... how your face cheers my day."
- kevin b.

: i went to wonderland with sarah yesterday. i couldn't stop thinking about rob. i felt like a total asshole. i really miss him, and i really love him. the whole day yesterday i was thinking about him and hoping id see his face. i did see him, and we talked... i cried. the fact that i hung up on him really bugged him, and all i could really do is say sorry for that. he said that after i hung up on him he was thinking about calling me back and breaking up with me. i really dont want that. i know what love is, but, honestly, i really noticed what ite was yesterday. i couldn't stop thinking about him, i missed him so much and when i saw him i felt this warm sensation run through my body and i just wanted to give him a hug and a kiss and say im sorry. i really care for him. i couldn't sleep last night or tonight, because he was constantly on my mind.
: hes supposed to call me sometime today. i want to make things better and i really hope he does too. i want to see his face.
: im crying now... i need a hug.
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