so i went to the doctors today @ 3:30pm, to find out i have a ear infection, so im on anti biotics. but my jaw still fuckin hurts, i dunno what it is, wisdom teeth? but all i know is it hurts when i talk, and it hurts when i try to open my mouth its horrible, feels like alot of pressure on my right side of my jaw... where it opens and closes? and i have a soar throat, plus my ear thing, and stupid stuffy nose, which i think is swollen around my cheeks by my nose... its all confusing, maybe i have a sinus infection too? i dunno i have an appt with the ear nose and throat doctor (same place) ill find out then was wrong with me.
anyway we had fun tonite, we went on this carnival ride "the spider" its the black and yellow one, me and chrissy went in one cart thingy, it was spinning like crazy me and her were like the only ones spinning lol and i was screaming i must of looked so stupid lol. but then we saw type walkers, scary. one guy was jump roping on it and he fell, but luckly caught on the wire and pulled him self back up. then they put motorcycles into a ball and do all crazy stuff, ill scan the picture tomorrow... becky bought a picture and they sign it for ya... the money goes towards there insurance if something happens to them.. cause insurance wont cover them bc they believe its an act of sucide.. so it was nice to give them money $$
tomorrow night we are all gonna take pictures on the motorcycle, thats 5$ so ill scan those too :) chrissy you and me are gonna do those pics.. :p
anyway they all went to timmy show and since i cant be around loud things b/c of my ear i decided to see chris for a little while he cleaned his shop and i layed down on the couch...got home at 11pm.. so i can get some sleep! blahh nightt
well anyway im gonna get some rest.. tonite was fun guys!! talk to ya tomorrow.
just making a quick statement to clear stuff up... i made the plan to have a break night with chris so i could see my friends. it wasnt just b/c i wasnt seeing chris that i had no choice but to hang with you, i wanted to see you guys. so i told chris lets have a break nite so i cant see my friends... so w/e and wensday was american idol.. so i said i would make plans on thursday for ppl...so thats still not enough.
1) first you tell me i hang out with chris too much (cause i never hear from any of you)
2) thenwhen i try not to hang out with him alot, you still get mad thinking that b/c im not hanging with him..that im just hanging out with you guys instead (not true) or like using you which im not.
3) plus when we all hang out together it still isnt good enough.
so what am i suppose to break up with him? im done trying, atleast i got to see kat chrissy and becky, i havent just hung out with them in a long time, even though i wish ashley didnt say she was busy cause i would of went there tonite. but she dont believe me i guess. i dunno i just stating my side, i dont want to start fight b/c i dont hate anyone. so dont start rude comments in my journal if you want to talk to me about then just call me please and be civil about it. &
its my falut for not seeing you guys enough and im trying to change that, like me and chris wont hang out on certain days so i can spend the time with my friends.