i can't sleep... so i jacked this from dianey

Jan 21, 2004 21:16

I AM: a proud bbg, a ballerina :)
I THINK: about really deep things that i dont tell anyone
I KNOW: that things never turn out exactly as planned
I WANT: people to be nice to others... and animals
I HAVE: bbgers to lean on
I WISH: my problems could disappear
I HATE: frustrating irony
I FEAR: regret
I HEAR: good news by soco (lttw, a brilliant predecessor to north)
I SEARCH: for a non shallow way to be in a relationship and be happy
I WONDER: whatever happened to good actors and actresses who were triple threats without trying
I REGRET: when i back down from cool opportunities
I LOVE: to be happy
I ALWAYS: say what i want to
I DANCE: a lot!!!
I SING: freely, usually on key
I CRY: too much. about sentimental, little things.
I DO NOT ALWAYS: think things through
I FIGHT: for my voice to be heard
I WRITE: sometimes. in a private diary.
I WIN: some awards for drama and community service
I LOSE: my shoes. it happens once every few months, usually i dont get em back.
I CONFUSE: everyone with my pointless stories
I LISTEN: when it's necessary
I CAN BE USUALLY FOUND: dancing, at the comp, at bbg, at sbux
I NEED: to stop being so paranoid
I AM HAPPY: most of the time
I SHOULD: get in shape, which is why my dads gettin me a semi gym membership thang.

[DESCRIBE YOURSELF]
[Jewelry worn daily]: cowrie shell bracelet, sex bracelet from israel, rose necklace from israel, sisterhood yarn given to me by adi at chapter convention 03.
[Pillow]: i sleep with 2 pillows and 2 semi pillows. i'm such a brat
[Cologne/Perfume]: just deodorant, my friends
[CD in stereo right now]: soco
[Piercings]: two each lobe, planning on a 3rd and nose :-D
[Hair]: medium, reddish brown. gonna dye it brown/black when i have time.
[What you are wearing now]: purple tank top and pineapple boxers that i wore to ait mit and successfully danced with GiGi in HIS boxers. yes, we semi matched too.
[In my mouth]: braces that are comin off feb 2
[In my head]: dreams?
[Wishing]: i had more time for doing nothing...like this
[After this]: probably homework
[Talking to]: no one like me, im alone in this world
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: monologue competition, spring break, CLTC!!!, garrods, bbyo nonstop.. most of all, summer and the clubs and hookups.
[Some of your favorite movies]: center stage, peter pan, donnie darko, ferris buellers day off.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: dying without saying good-bye to those i love, losing someone really close to me
[Do you believe in love]: i havent ever been in love, ive been in puppy love
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: havent seen it happen so until then, no
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes, but im also a grudge holder at the same time. i have a short memory, lucky you
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: a horse... definitely, and a newfoundland dog.
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: nyc, sf,israel...
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: cookie dough
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: how people think, especially my LAME geometry teacher

[In the last 3 days, have you]
01. Cried: no, but over the weekend and all last week i was a wreck.
02. Bought Something: nope.
03. Gotten sick: i almost hurled when i found out i wasnt close to passing 3 classes, but i kept it down till i got to a bathroom.
04. Sang: of course
05. Eaten: i'd hope so
06. Been kissed: no. :(
07. Felt stupid: always
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no
09. Met someone new: yes
10. Had sex:.'fraid not
11. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes....
12. Had a serious talk: sortof.
13. Missed someone: yes
14. Hugged someone: uh huh
15. Fought with your parent: unfortunately, and it was stupid too
16. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes
[Who]
01. Have you known the longest: my mommy
02. Do you argue with the most with: my mommy
03. Do you always get along with: danna yatziv, rachel, michelle. we've never fought.
04. Is the trustworthiest: all 3
05. Makes you laugh the most: dane cook.
06. Makes you smile the most:. im always smiling, at least on the outside.
07. Has been there through all the hard times: my diary, and that's all.
08. Have the coolest parents: ryan... his dad interrogates me on the phone.
09. Have the coolest siblings: my brother's friend has three sisters who are 10, and twins 5 and 5. they are darling and awesome.
10. Is the smartest: in what area?
[Personal]
01. Who is your role model: role models cause jealousy and jealousy has crushed me too many times
02. What are some of your pet peeves: bad grammar, ignorance, overall annoyingness (is that a word?) mean people. i don't tolerate mean people. theyre so horrible.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: way too many times.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: who hasnt?
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no, i love everyone
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yeah, probably
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no, just felt hurt
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: neither, this question bites
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": at this point i have no clue.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yes unfortunately.
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yeah, i never really got over him.
12. Do you want to get married: i think so
13. Do you want kids: yeah..but it looks so painful
14. Do you believe in psychics: me and shmexxy are really psychic, we thought of callin eachother at the same time but i beat her to it cuz she was locked outta her house.
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time? no... i could guess... how bout Heath? HAHA
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance? well, since all i do is check myself out... i keed! i dunno, my smile that may i remind you will be even better on feb 2? :)
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: my abnormally quick ability to get over stuff
18. Are you happy with you: for the most part
19. Are you happy with your life: until i think of something else i want
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: my bad grades, which is something only i can take control of, my unhappiness at school, my family... i want us to be happy too?
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