tired

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i am so tired of everything and everyone
im emotionally tired

i have been let down so much and im so tired of it
am also so tired of letting myself down all the time
its like
i could do so much for myself
but i dont
i am so lazy i dont do anything
i sit around all day making nothing of myself
and u know the funny thing is
that even me saying this now wont change anything
i will write this then go back to my everyday life not doing anything
not helping anyone
not making something of myself
just sitting around waiting for something to just come to me like its magic