A Blast From The Past
Today was a really unusual day for me. My mom came in contact with her younger sister Shell after like years and years. I figured at first that it would be a bad thing, 99% of the time, it is bad. The thing is, it hasn't been. I added my aunt Shell and talked with her a bit...she is a fashion person. She was asking me about my make up and how I would dress for my prom, and if I had an interest in any guys...and yeah, I guess the things aunts do? She was really nice to me. She was talking about how she still remembers changing my diapers and stuff. Its akward because Im uncovering my past and my moms...Im talking and hearing about people Ive only heard about from my mom. I met my moms Aunt Janet today..it was weird...I mean, yeah. She lives in Alabama, she was real nice to me..and something else got uncovered. Im not a lague...I am a Girardin. Christen Marie Trask Girardin. My moms mom divorced my moms dad..and so they were never married when my mom was born, which means..my moms not a Lague...and since I am my moms..then Im not either...I feel kinda...weird. Ive been known as a lague..since..I was born...and to find thats not who I really am? Im a Girardin? Apparently my moms mom feel in love with a french man, and yeah, the rest is history.
I don't have anyone to really talk to. I feel confused but happy at the same time.
I don't have anyone to really talk to. I feel confused but happy at the same time.