May 11, 2005 18:21
Will these memories fade when I leave this town?
I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly ---- Vitamin C (Graduation)
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile How you try to fit in, but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the thing on the inside. --- Girl Interrupted
I think sometimes you love someone so much, you have to be numb to it... because if you actually felt how much you loved them, it would kill you --- Riding In Cars With Boys
I'm not a concept. Too many guys think I'm a concept or I complete them or I'm going to make them alive, but I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own piece of mind. Don't assign me yours. --- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
WHITE OLEANDER
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Paul: I get this feeling like you're not interested in guys
Astrid: You're right, I'm not.
Ingrid: I made you. I'm in your blood. You don't go anywhere until I let you go
Astrid: Then let me go
Paul: What happened?
Astrid: She let me go.
Love humiliates you. Hatred cradles you.
Take my advice and stay away from broken people.
Don't look at me like that. You're no different than I am... you just don't know it yet.
Never let a man spend the night, she said. Never apologize, never explain.
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14 days.
I am going to miss all of you very very much.
I am scared.
Only because I am scared of leaving the familiar.
Otherwise I know that even though I am leaving several of the most wonderful people in the world, it is to make things better. And, I also know that we will always be friends. There will be some that will be forgotten and that I may never see or speak to again, but those are not the important people... the important people know who they are. And, I will never forget any of you. I will always love each and everyone of you.