[ family ... do they even notice my existance anymore?

[_for_eternity]

i swear i left about 12 messages on his phone. it would be nice if he would tell me if he bought the damn tickets to new york or not. and if he did, let me know when i leave so i can start packing.

but im sure im giving him too much credit. i bet he hasnt thought about me for months.

why do i even bother with family anymore?