RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.RANT.
//--don't read if your tired of me bitching about everything--\\SO,
I feel stupid. Clearly just horribly stupid. Like a Car Wreck That was SUPPOSED To Happen. Like the time people don't regret a horrible mistake. Just mistaken.
I know that I'm probaboly acting over-dramatic, and pretty much a drama queen but fuck you, I don't even fucking care right now.
jacque: So are you going to miss justyn when hes gone?
me: YES no not at all... it's ALWAYS LIKE THIS.
me: :]]
jacque: Okay..
Yes, that's how FAKE I FUCKING AM.
My parents have been acting like i'm just a bother they don't even care about, an annoying bug that never stops bugging them.
"Your Acting Like Your More Mature Than Everyone, and your not , your still 11."
Yes mom, I am in fact 11, I do act like i'm older than myself, my goal is to NOT drink when i'm 21, to not do jello-shots at parties when i'm 13 and to not put
myself out there like a whore. I know, i'm so immature ...right?
I'm sorry if your ashamed of me right now, and that I just fucking piss you off but maybe ....i'm not 7 anymore...?
And i'm sorry if i'm ''lazy'' and I need to exercise more and that I need to go to the pool and tan and that I need a social life, MAYBE I DO.
You don't have to act like i'm some fuckup with no life.
You don't..really.
I'm not, i'm still A KID.
Yea....
"Your almost an adult, act older now."
"Quit acting like your 14 and start doing what other kids are doing now."
Drinking. Acting older. Backstabbing. Hitting on freshman. Rumors. Threatning. LABELS?
Yeah, I guess I am a fuck up. :/
But at least I don't act like a fucking whore.