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I can't believe how insanely tired I am. All day I've just been extremely tired. I didn't sleep well last night, infact I didn't get to sleep early, and I got woken up way before normal. But I am so tired. I went over to Andrews before practice and work, and I fell asleep for half an hour. I felt kind of bad, but I doubt he really minded. Just all of a sudden mind Halo 2, I got really sleepy and just tossed my controller. Within like 5 minutes I was out. Then I went to tumbling and learned this new prep for my back handspring, I actually really like it and thats about it. Work was blah, not a whole ton of customers due to the snow. I'm kind of bummed next week I only have 3 on call shifts, but I have two competitions next week and maybe one game I can't remember. So I suppose thats ok. Next monday my uncle whom I haven't seen in ATLEAST 2 years is flying in and wants to go out to dinner. I'm kind of nervous, he wants my dad to come to but I told my dad to stay home. I want to talk to my uncle alone. Fiqure out why the hell he's been such a prick to me ever since my mom died, and how shitty I've felt because of it. I don't know what I plan on telling him, but somehow I want him to understand I don't like how him or any of my mom's side of the family has treated me since her death, and in all honestly if she was still alive she'd be very disappointed as well. But then again maybe its me who's to be disappointed in. I dont' know, I suppose lots of answers will be found out on Monday.
So tomorrows my last night to see Andrew before he goes back to school. I'm really going to miss the kid, but its only a month til I go visit him and we'll be fine. Its like he's on vacation or something, no big deal. I can talk to him every night for 10 hours if I want, and its cool. I just hope he doesn't go off to school and finally meet some great girl there, and decide to go for her. It would be just my luck, and here i'd be all over again stuck with no one. Well ok maybe not stuck with no one, but honestly the kid makes me happy. I personally think we're a good match. Atleast for now :) Well I'm going to get ready for bed.. Goodnight all.
So tomorrows my last night to see Andrew before he goes back to school. I'm really going to miss the kid, but its only a month til I go visit him and we'll be fine. Its like he's on vacation or something, no big deal. I can talk to him every night for 10 hours if I want, and its cool. I just hope he doesn't go off to school and finally meet some great girl there, and decide to go for her. It would be just my luck, and here i'd be all over again stuck with no one. Well ok maybe not stuck with no one, but honestly the kid makes me happy. I personally think we're a good match. Atleast for now :) Well I'm going to get ready for bed.. Goodnight all.