I'm in a iffy mood- dont know why but life got me thinking about some shit. so bare with me- u may not understand what i'm talkin about or how I feel-whatever. proceed.
hmm lately I've been thinking about life. I don't know why, but I have. I think everyone comes to this point of time in their life, I suppose. But I suppose Chris, (yeah i finally put his name out. ya'll still confused? this is "the guy")and his lyrics in his songs has really got to me. Not only his lyrics but the rest of the groups lyrics is justt......whoa u have to hear it. It lets me realize that they went thru some real life shit that I wouldnt know what to do with myself if I was to experience this shit. and that my shit that i went through is NOTHING, NADA, compared to what the go through. Chris and TJ in particular had the share of experiences. Honestly, I think I'd commit suicide after what they went through. if u wanna listen to their songs that I'm talking about, It's call 'Tell me Why', 'Drama Out West', and 'Can Your Feel This'. the site is
napduce.com Reading
nena's journal had me thinking about life cause someone she knew was shot in the back because of hustling and now he's paralyzed. It's like damn I was just walking yesterday. you know?Taking things in life for granted- things are crazy.
*sighs* well that's life for you. You make the wrong decisions sometimes and luckily God gives some people a second chance to live and make the best of it.
this entry was depressing i know, oh sue me :) but i dont know, i've been feelin like this for some days now. oh well- im done.