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friggin sick and i hate it... and you wanna know what. im in a very bad mood. i dont like anything right now.... except my mom, and my friends, and food. im not likin the fact that my dad wont believe me that i was at the stupid library for 2 1/2 stinking hours tryin to get an annoying book that doesnt even fit the dumb requirements. if mr. mitchell doesnt take the book, i am truely gonna breakdown crying in his class. that is if i go to school tomorrow. i still feel bad, and to tell you the truth im not in right mental or emotional state to go back to school tomorrow. but my mom's gonna make me, i just know she is. my dad thought i was out with the guys in the neighborhood... he just doesnt get it. ugh, it bugs the crap outta me that he wont ever believe me. tell me... what did i ever do to him? i don't get it. he just has it in for me. that's it, he's tryin to catch me in a lie or sumthin so that he'll have a reason not to believe me. well guess what... i wasn't lying and he doesnt have a reason not to believe me.
...i hate my life...
i just wanted it to rain today... that's all i asked for. rain. i want rain. i want to be able to just let it all out and go dancing in the rain, or walking or cry or anything else... as long as its in the rain. and everything will be ok.
...i love the rain...
i watched the united states of leland this weekend, it was a good movie. but very weird. i guess the weirdness just made it more interesting. but you need to watch it. i recommend it to you. i also recommend that you remind your friends how much you love them... it always helps to be reassured. by the way...
...i love you...
