6 weeks today...Time flys.
It's been awhile guys...
Let's see...what has happened...
-My grandmother died last week.
-I've been working my ass off in rotc, only to find out I'm getting screwed at the end of the term. A-Fucking-gain. But this time it's not so much a person, but circumstance. So I'm not really all that mad about it.
-I got a 3.5 on my report card (best grade I've had in high school)
-Me and my mother have been fighting more than usual...I swear she's just insane sometimes. She kicked me out and then wouldn't let me leave. I mean I tried to leave and she fucking stopped me. I can't stand to come home anymore.
-I got a nice drum pad.
-I'm incredibly happy with Meagan, really she's so great...*6 weeks*
But I realized today that I've lost almost all of my friends. I just don't feel close to anyone besides Meagan, Kaitlynn because of social studies, and certain people in Rotc. Granted she's enough, but still it bothers me that I don't talk to anyone anymore.
Now that I think about it, I always seemed to force my presence on all of you. None of you came to me, I always went to you.
When I look at it that way, maybe it's for the best. I mean none of you ever made a real effort to see me, so obviously you didn't really want to talk to me.
Whatever. none of this matters anyway...Lol, I just proofread this post. It sounds like I'm unhappy. I'm not, just so everyone knows. Disappointed in some people, yes, but far from unhappy.
-Fletcher
Let's see...what has happened...
-My grandmother died last week.
-I've been working my ass off in rotc, only to find out I'm getting screwed at the end of the term. A-Fucking-gain. But this time it's not so much a person, but circumstance. So I'm not really all that mad about it.
-I got a 3.5 on my report card (best grade I've had in high school)
-Me and my mother have been fighting more than usual...I swear she's just insane sometimes. She kicked me out and then wouldn't let me leave. I mean I tried to leave and she fucking stopped me. I can't stand to come home anymore.
-I got a nice drum pad.
-I'm incredibly happy with Meagan, really she's so great...*6 weeks*
But I realized today that I've lost almost all of my friends. I just don't feel close to anyone besides Meagan, Kaitlynn because of social studies, and certain people in Rotc. Granted she's enough, but still it bothers me that I don't talk to anyone anymore.
Now that I think about it, I always seemed to force my presence on all of you. None of you came to me, I always went to you.
When I look at it that way, maybe it's for the best. I mean none of you ever made a real effort to see me, so obviously you didn't really want to talk to me.
Whatever. none of this matters anyway...Lol, I just proofread this post. It sounds like I'm unhappy. I'm not, just so everyone knows. Disappointed in some people, yes, but far from unhappy.
-Fletcher